（美国海军出品）
（LSD 麦角酸二乙酰胺）
我是沃尔特·米纳博士 I'm Dr. Walt Miner.
我来谈谈LSD I'm here to talk about LSD.
所有生物碰到LSD We have never given LSD to a living creature
都会受到影响 that it hasn't affected.
它会影响到鱼类、蜘蛛 It affects fish, it affects spiders,
兔子、狗和猫 it affects rabbits, and dogs, and cats.
也许最有趣的是 不知何故 Perhaps most interesting of all, for one reason or another,
有一次大象服用了LSD LSD was given to an elephant once.
大象被杀死了 太令人惊讶了 And, lo and behold, it killed the elephant.
有些人第一次服用这种毒品的时候 会有不好的体验 Some people have a bad experience the first time they take the drug.
另一些人的不好体验 出现在服用30次、60次 Others take it 30, 60, or even a hundred times,
甚至100次之后 before their bad trip.
所谓不好的体验 And the bad trip
就是突发精神失常 Instant insanity.
进入梦幻之乡 永不返回 Often a never-never land of no return.
体验LSD的迷幻感受 There is nothing, um... grown-up or sophisticated
不是什么成熟高端的行为 in taking an LSD trip at all.
完全是种愚蠢的举动 They're just being complete fools.
这是在玩俄罗斯轮盘 It is playing Russian roulette.
教育片中展现出来的毒品使用 Drug use in educational films has always been portrayed
总是显得夸张和谢斯底里 in a somewhat exaggerated and hysterical way.
父母很慌张 孩子们吓坏了 Parents panicking,children having freak-outs,
人们跳出窗户 and people jumping out of windows.
别误会 毒品有可能很危险 Don't get me wrong, drugs can be dangerous,
但也会很滑稽 but they can also be hilarious.
什么样的人会把自己 Now, what kind of person would put themselves
放在危险而滑稽的境地？ through something dangerous and hilarious
哪怕没有其他贡献 If nothing else,
但愿今晚的影片能回答这个问题 my hope is that tonight's film will answer that question.
一起看片吧 Enjoy.
（斯丁 音乐人）
我觉得迷幻药并不能拯救世界 I don't think psychedelics are the answer to the world's problems,
但会是个好的开端 but they could be a start.
所有天才都会服用 All geniuses did it.
爱因斯坦、史蒂夫·乔布斯 吉米·亨德里克斯 还有本大神 Einstein, Steve Jobs, Jimi Hendrix, A$AP fuckin' Rocky.
我一直有个疑问 “一定还有更多…” And I just always had this question, "There's gotta be more..."
然后我服用了迷幻药 我说 “哦 你没搞错确实有很多” And then when I took acid, I went, "Oh, you were right. There's a lot more."
我对毒品的看法发生了改变 My point of view changed on drugs.
我对现实的认识有了新的见解 We gained a lot of insight about the way I view reality.
我使用过远不止100次… I've easily done over a hundred hits...
也许接近两百次 easily, and probably closer to two.
-法律上来说 服用八次就疯了吧？ -他们说… - Doesn't eight make you legally insane - They say that...
我服用过迷幻蘑菇 大概有12次… I think I've done mushrooms, like, 12 times...
我大概服用过12次迷幻蘑菇 I probably did mushrooms... 12 times.
绝对有50次 Literally 50 times.
我经常服用迷幻剂 I took a lot of acid.
大量的迷幻剂 A lot of acid.
我大量服用迷幻剂 I took a lot of acid. I must've taken around
大约有500次 500 trips.
我服用过一次迷幻剂 I took acid once.
也许根本用不着这样做 Maybe even didn't need to actually take it.
也许看这部纪录片就够了 Probably could've just watched this documentary.
大家都来了吗？ Is everybody in
电影马上就要开始了 The movie is about to begin.
（LSD 乌羽玉 死藤水 迷幻蘑菇 DMT）
（设置 回弹）
（感知）
精神类毒品的是一个大类 Psychotropic drugs fall under a huge, broad category.
我对致幻剂做实验 What I experimented with were hallucinogens.
这类药物会使人的意识产生巨大改变 And they put you in a state of consciousness which is very altered,
你的感知、认知 where your perception, your cognition,
都会发现巨大差异 your, uh... knowing is very different.
一开始是一种不真实的感觉 Uh... Initially, it feels like it's not real,
但你事后会反思 所谓真实到底是什么？ but then when you come out of it, you wonder what is real.
我并不支持一味地反对 Um, I wouldn't like this to be an exercise in the sort of "just say no" campaign,
让人不要去体验 you know... ...putting people off this experience,
因为我认为这种体验是有价值的 because I think it's a valuable experience.
当我有坏的迷幻体验时 And whenever I've had a bad trip,
我有过很多不好体验 and I've had many,
我总是意识到 这正是我需要的 I always realize that, um... it was what I needed.
有时候它会打击你 sometimes it kicks your arse,
有时候你的自我意识需要受点挫折 and sometimes you need to have your ego taken down...
另一方面 a notch or two.
你会得到丰厚的美满体验 On the other hand,you can get immensely rewarding experiences,
充满了爱和支持 full of love and support,
一种漂浮的感觉 and a sense of buoyancy,
一种和星球连接的宗教感 and a sense of... a religious sense of connection to the planet.
我个人的感觉是 它抵消了消极因素 So my feeling is it's, um... It balances out.
（斯丁）
（宇宙打开了）
我记得有一天 朋友给我一些干燥的乌羽玉 I remember one day, a friend of mine gave me some dried peyote,
我以前没有服用过 which I'd... I'd never taken before.
我住在英格兰的一个农场里 I live on a farm down in England.
我是上午11点服用的 I took it at 11 a.m.
在回去主屋的路上 On the way back to the main house, um...
那感觉上来了 I started to get this feeling,
一切都像活了一样 and everything was coming alive.
野草开始跟我聊天 The grass starts talking to me...
斯丁 Sting!
很快 我进入了迷幻世界 ...and very quickly, I entered this psychedelic realm.
树木伴随着音乐向我挥舞 The trees are waving kind of musically at me.
斯丁 Sting!
我走过了农场 And I go past the farm,
帮我经营农场的人叫约翰 and I have a guy who runs my farm called John,
他急促地招呼我 who hails me over very urgently,
“快过来 我需要你帮忙” "Come on! I need your help!"
我说：“约翰 我现在有点忙” I said, "John, I'm, uh...I'm actually busy."
他说：“不行 你得帮我” 我问他什么事 He says, "No, you've gotta help me." I said, "Well, what is it"
他说：“有一头牛难产 He said, "Well, one of the cows is having a problem birthing,
我需要你帮忙 and I need your help...
如果你不帮忙 母牛会死的 它很惨” ...because without your help, she'll die. She's in a, you know, a bad way."
他说话的同时 我越来越嗨 And as he's speaking, I'm getting more and more high, and...
越来越不安 and disconcerted.
于是我向他走过去 So I go over to him,
母牛很痛苦 它在叫 它很疼 and she's in distress, she's crying, and she's in a great deal of pain.
这种体验给你清晰地呈现了 死亡的概念 What the experience does is it very clearly presents you with the idea of mortality,
就在这里 right here,
你无法躲避 and you cannot... You can't dodge it.
这是你自己的死亡 这个星球的死亡 It's your own mortality, the mortality of this planet,
这头小牛及其母亲的死亡 the mortality of this little steer who's being born, and its mother.
你无法绕过它 So you cannot get around that.
这是意识的核心问题 That is the central issue of consciousness.
有一天 我们会不复存在 One day we will not exist.
我们怎么办？ How do we... How do we deal with it
于是 我们把一些绳子 绕在了小牛的前腿和鼻子上 So, we wrap some rope around the steer's forelegs and snout,
我要做的就是拉绳子 and my job is to pull
同时他安排整个操作 while he navigates the operation.
我们身上沾满了羊水和其他东西 And we're getting covered in all kinds of amniotic fluid and stuff.
整个过程延续了大约20分钟 This operation takes about 20 minutes.
这仿佛是在捕鲸船上拉一条鲸 It's like pulling in a whale on a fishing boat.
我变得更嗨了 And I'm getting higher.
最终我们把小牛拉了出来 And we eventually get the steer out.
母牛长叹了一口气 对我来说 His mother breathes a sigh of relief, and for me,
整个宇宙都打开了 the entire universe has cracked open.
这就像是生命的意义 It was like the meaning of life.
我认为 迷幻经历所起的作用 You know, I think what the psychedelic experience does
它把… is it takes...
“它”从“我和它”里面取了出来 the "it" out of "me and it".
变成了我和你 It becomes me and thou.
一切 不管是一棵树 Everything, you know, whether it's a tree,
还是一条河 抑或是一块石头 or it's a river, or it's a piece of rock,
你意识到自己和万物连接 you realize that you are connected.
我们都是同一种物质制造的 You know, you're made up of the same matter.
当你把世界当做物体来对待 I think when you treat the world as just an object,
你不会善待它 you tend to treat it badly.
如果你把世界当成你自己的一部分 If you see the world as part of you,
你会更好地对待它 then you will treat it better.
这不是你每天都想做的事 You know, it's not something you want to do every day.
你得要准备 You have to prepare.
你需要有意图 You need an intention.
你说：“好吧我打算有这样的体验 You can say, "Okay, I'm going to have this experience,
我希望伴随这样的体验 and I'm hoping with this experience,
我能写一首歌 I will be able to write a song,
或者 我会写我的小说 or I will write my novel,
或者 我会造爱 or I will make love,
或者 我会更好地对待我的家人 我会成为一个更好的公民” or I will treat my family better, I'll be a better citizen."
如果你有一个目标 So if you have an objective,
然后你有了经历 你会获益良多 and then you have the experience, then you'll be rewarded.
如果你的目标搞砸了 If your objective is to just get fucked up,
你自己也会被搞砸了 then you will get fucked up.
那么我建议你不要去做 So, my advice is don't do that.
说实话 我没记得我有过相关的交谈 I'll be honest, I don't remember having a conversation about it,
我只记得他把那东西交给我们 I don't remember anything other than he handed it to us,
于是我们直接把它放进了嘴里 and we just went "boop," put it right in our mouths.
想都没想 Didn't think one thought about it.
根本就没有考虑 No thought went into it.
那也许会成为一个影响人生的决定 Could've been a big life decision.
（萨拉·西尔弗曼）
（临界点）
我那时是个纽约市的年轻喜剧演员 I was a young comedian...in New York City.
我们深夜喜欢出去玩 We used to hang out at the end of the night,
所有喜剧演员会去一个餐厅 all the comics would hang out at this restaurant.
有个年长的嬉皮士打扮的白人 走了进来 This old hippie-looking white guy walked in.
他有白纸状的东西… He had these, like, pretty substantial, like, white pieces of paper...
45分钟之后… Forty-five minutes later...
“刚才我们服用的是迷幻剂吗？ "What was that, was that acid we took
我一点感觉都没有” I don't feel anything."
通常你说一点感觉都没有的时候 And it's always when you say, "I don't feel anything,"
这就是个临界点 it's usually kind of the tipping point.
我有感觉了吗？ Do I feel anything
感觉到了什么？ What is feeling
我有没有感觉到什么？ What is feeling What is feeling anything
这就是迷幻剂的体验 Oh, this is what tripping on acid is like.
热巧克力进来了 And the hot chocolate came,
泡沫和奶油正在呼吸 and the foam or the whipped cream was, like, breathing,
这些东西活了 不能喝 and it was too alive to drink.
我们飘到了华盛顿广场公园 We floated to Washington Square Park
在那里遇到了一帮以前没有见过的人 with a gaggle of people we had never met before.
也许是些半无家可归的人 Semi-homeless, maybe-ish people.
我们抚摸着对方的脸 And we found ourselves feeling each other's faces,
哭着 笑着大彻大悟 and laughing and crying...and realizing huge things.
我记得我说：“我们回我的公寓吧” I remember saying, "Let's go back to my apartment."
-哦 好 -好 - Ooh, yeah! - Yeah!
于是我们就跑 So we just ran.
我们上了他的车 他开着我们走 So we get in his car, and he pulls out,
我们到了一个红灯处 and we get to the red light,
红灯变成了绿灯 and the red light turns green,
又变成了黄灯 又变成了红灯 然后又变成了绿灯 and then yellow, and then red......green,
接着是黄灯 红灯 绿灯 黄灯红灯 and then yellow, and then red, then green, and yellow, and red.
他已经忘了怎么开车 He has forgotten how to drive.
他完全不知道自己是怎么开的 For the life of him, he doesn't know how he even pulled out.
只是肌肉记忆 It was just muscle memory.
接着他不知道自己在干什么 汽车是如何运作的 And then, he doesn't know what he's doing, how cars work.
汽车如何运作？ "How does a car work
我们知道汽车如何运作吗？ We know how cars work"
我们别开车了 Let's don't drive.
找个清醒的人 Let's let... Let's have a sober buddy.
不要开车 那是疯了 No driving, that's insane.
你想坐在乘客的座位 You want to be in the passenger seat.
你不打算开车 You don't wanna be the driver.
我想开车 I wanna be driving.
我不想坐在那儿思考 I don't wanna sit there and think,
“这家伙的幻觉和我的是一样的 "That person is seeing all the things I'm seeing,
我想还是我来开吧” I think I'd better drive."
当你看到那些白线 You know when you see those white lines,
如果你向远处看 那些白线仿佛在上升 if you look way in the distance, they almost look like they're going up.
我记得我坐在驾驶席上开车 I remember sitting there driving the car,
我的双手不由自主做这样的动作 and my hands are just doing this by themselves.
我感觉我可以坐在那儿看着窗外 It's almost like I could just sit and look out the window or whatever,
因为我的身体在开车 'cause my body was driving the car.
我最终停了下来 完全停了 I eventually stopped. I just completely stopped.
因为坡度太陡了 Because it's so steep,
但我不在向后倒 but I'm not falling back.
我不知道这怎么可能 于是我意识到 And I don't know how that's possible, and then I realize...
我没有踩油门 I don't have my foot on the gas.
我只是让车滑行 直到停下来 I've just coasted to a stop
在好莱坞高速公路上 on the Hollywood freeway.
道路一下子… The road went whoosh...
消失了 and disappeared.
我眼前一片黑暗 And I saw nothing but total blackness.
然后远处出现了一个非常小的骷髅头 And then there was this tiny little skull at the end of it.
它在向前移动 And it came forward,
骷髅里有路 and in the skull was the road,
嘴打开了 我被一下子吞了进去 and the mouth opened, and, whomp, I got swallowed.
服用迷幻剂后不要开车 Don't drive on acid.
（越多迷幻旅程）
（不要嗑迷幻药后驾驶）
（专注于LSD和迷幻药）
你好 我叫汤米·罗 Hi, I'm Tommy Roe.
现在你和我心知肚明 By now it must be obvious to you, as it is to me,
LSD的作用是很强的 that LSD is very powerful stuff.
它就是一个东西 And that's just what it is: stuff.
LSD和迷幻蘑菇就是 致幻剂中的可口可乐和百事可乐 Acid and mushrooms are the Coke and Pepsi of hallucinogens,
但有很多东西能够给你带来迷幻体验 but there are lots of things that can make you trip...
死藤水
DMT
梅斯卡林
这只是清单的一部分 But these are just the beginning of a list of compounds
这些化合物能够导致人脑体验 that can cause the human brain to experience
改变了的现实状态和幻觉 altered states of reality and hallucinations.
我决定… I decided I would, um...
开始正儿八经使用乌羽玉 be initiated properly into peyote...
于是我乘飞机去了墨西哥城 So I took a plane down to Mexico City,
然后我们走出面包车 上了山 and then we went out in a van to the mountains,
去见了一些人 他们能带我进入这种乌羽玉异教习俗 and we met these people who would initiate me into this peyote cult.
首先他们把大量乌羽玉塞进你的嘴里 First of all, they cram massive amounts of peyote into your mouth,
量很大 同时还有士的宁 I mean huge amounts, with strychnine,
你看着这东西 你会说：“这东西有毒” and you look at this thing, and go, "This is poison."
继续往嘴里塞 And they... keep stuffing it in.
很快我就很嗨了 And very quickly, I am very high.
沙漠本身就已经是 一种超现实的迷幻经历 You know, I mean, the desert already is a sort of surreal psychedelic experience.
你看着一棵巨大的仙人掌 You just have to look at one of these gigantic cacti.
你进入了一种原始的外星世界 You're in a sort of primal alien world.
斯丁… Sting...
然后他们把我和其他三个新人 都蒙上了眼睛 And then they blindfolded me with three other initiates.
当你眼睛闭上的时候 When you have your eyes closed,
你进入了三维动画世界 you're in this three dimensional, uh... cartoon world.
你仿佛在看太空电影 You know, you're in a kind of space movie.
我们被迫攀爬圣山 And we were forced to climb the sacred mountain,
我忘了圣山叫什么名字了 眼睛被蒙着 I've forgotten the name of the sacred mountain, blindfolded,
被乌羽玉搞得很嗨 high on peyote,
在正午的阳光下 in the midday sun.
我在山上跌跌撞撞 走了很远 So, we're stumbling up this mountain, and it's quite a hike.
傍晚的时候 我们到达了山顶 Anyway, eventually we get to the top in the early evening,
我的脑袋感觉被喷了水 and I feel this kind of sprinkling on my head.
我心想他们在给我冲淋 因为我们身上很脏 I think, "Oh, they're giving me a shower," because we were filthy dirty.
我睁开眼 全是血 I open my eyes, and it's blood.
我说：“是怎么回事？” “哦 这是鹿的血 程序的一部分” And I said, "What is this" "Oh, it's deer's blood, it's part of it."
我被鹿血泼了一脑袋 I'm having deer's blood poured on top of me.
那个期间 哈雷彗星来访 And it was during the time of Halley's Comet.
哈雷彗星可非同一般 特别是你服用了乌羽玉之后 Halley's Comet is quite something, especially when you're on peyote,
因为它看起来像一条喷火的龙 because it looks like a fiery dragon.
非常可怕 非常吓人 Quite fearsome, and very threatening.
但却没有死亡的概念令我害怕 But it didn't frighten me as much as this concept of mortality,
死亡的概念一直伴随着我 which is a constant with me.
这是一种困难 This was something...
而且有意义的东西 我是这么觉得的 difficult and, I think, meaningful.
（LSD 课后特辑）
毒品很棒 Drugs are great.
迷幻剂好酷 Psychedelics are so cool.
我喜欢致幻剂 I love hallucinogens.
现在就给我一些 Give me some, now!
这是当今你在学校操场 These are just some of the things you'll hear
能听到的典型的对话 on a typical playground these days.
这让你害怕吗？ Does that scare you
应该是的 It should.
因为如今的孩子越来越多被鼓励 Because today's kids are increasingly turning on,
体验致幻剂 tuning in, and dropping out.
面对这种恐怖的趋势 我们如何应对？ Now, how do us "squares" wrap our heads around this terrifying trend
我们可以看录像 比如这个 Well, we watch videos, like this one,
讲的是一个小女孩 我们管她叫艾米莉 about one little girl, let's call her Emily,
因为她就叫这个名字 because that is her name,
讲讲她的… and her...
坏的迷幻体验 Bad psychedelic experience
大家好 Hey, guys, what's up
艾米莉 今晚我要搞一个派对 So, Emily, I'm throwing a party tonight,
如果你能来就太棒了 and it'd be pretty rad if you came by.
不行 还记得我们要去你家玩 No, remember we were gonna go have fun at your place,
在你妈妈的监控下做一些安全的事情 doing safe stuff under your mom's supervision.
父母总唠叨个没完 Parents get a bad rap,
但跟他们在一块儿也挺有趣 but... they're not so bad to hang around with.
来吧 艾米莉 会很有意思的 那里会有大量的药可以嗑 C'mon, Emily, it'll be fun. There'll be tons of hard drugs there.
好吧 也许我们待会儿见 Okay, maybe I'll see you there.
这能有什么问题呢？ I mean, how bad could it be
谁想嗑点药？ Who's ready for some hard drugs
我这儿有LSD Got some LSD,
迷幻蘑菇 some mushrooms,
迷幻酸、蓝色天堂、紫色雾团… acid, some blue heaven, purple haze...
我有火星蓝色的天空 I got blue sky on Mars,
还有外婆的假牙 I got Grandma's dentures.
我有吃豆人 I got Pac-Man...
我们有超级玛丽、路易士 We got Super Marios, we got Luigis,
我们有里根斯和一些橙色阳光… we got Reagans, and some orange sunshine...
哦 我要 Oh, I'm in!
橙色阳光听起来还不坏 Orange sunshine doesn't sound too bad.
它有很多名字 艾米莉 It has lots of names, Emily,
但也不是非得成为像玛雅一样的 数学呆子才知道这等同于… but it doesn't take being a math nerd like Maya to know what it equals...
一次坏的迷幻体验 A bad trip.
来吧 艾米莉 选一个试试 C'mon, Emily, just try one.
也许只来一个 Maybe just one.
-不要 艾米莉 -想想你的未来 艾米莉 - Don't do it, Emily. - Think about your future, Emily!
我觉得我嗨了… I think I'm tripping...
好奇怪 Weird...
所有电影里的迷幻体验都是这样的 That's every acid trip in a movie.
他们永远做不对 They have never, ever nailed it.
他们在电影里总是使用超广角镜头 They always, in movies, will use, like, a fisheye lens.
把人声变得深沉 They always pitch the person's voice way down,
一切看起来都扭曲了 这个人会说 so everything just looks distorted, you know, and the person's like...
“嘿 哥们儿 我服用了致幻剂 "Hey, man, I'm on acid!
哦 天哪 我能感觉到我的灵魂” Oh, my God, I can feel my soul!"
把这种经历描述得比较接近的是电影 The one thing I've seen in a movie that was pretty close
《赌城风情画》 was in Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
有一个场景 约翰尼·德普在赌场里 There's a scene where Johnny Depp is in the casino,
地板仿佛动了起来 and the floor is, like, kind of moving around and stuff.
当我看到这一幕 我说 “没错 这就是迷幻剂体验” Like, when I saw that, I was like, "Yes. That's acid."
我不知道你服用了多少迷幻剂 I don't know how much acid you've taken,
但那段时间 在我的迷幻体验中 时常发生的事情 but one of the constants in most of my trips during that period
在服用致幻剂后总会发生 is things would always happen while high on acid
但在通常环境世界里不会发生 that under no ordinary circumstances would happen.
那是奇怪而可怕的事情 Strange, and in this case, terrible things.
（安东尼·布尔丹）
（奇怪而可怕的事情）
嗨 我叫安东尼·布尔丹 Hi, my name's Anthony Bourdain. Um...
我很喜欢LSD I liked LSD a lot.
在60年代末期 我是个十几岁的青少年 You know, I became a teenager just as the '60s were ending,
我很失望 我错过了整个 and, you know, I was cruelly disappointed that I'd sort of missed out
嬉皮时代 on the entire hippie era.
我九、十岁时 在《生活》杂志上读到过 You know, I'd read about them in Life magazine,
嬉皮时代看起来很棒 when I was nine and ten years old, and that looked really good.
我心想：“我真想马上长大 去旧金山 I thought, "I can't wait till I'm old enough to go to San Francisco
尝试迷幻剂” and take acid," you know
那些人们跳出窗口的事情一定很有趣 People are jumping out of windows and stuff, it must be interesting.
我父母吓坏了 And, you know, my parents were horrified by it,
这就令我更加确信了 so... that was something of an endorsement.
我深受亨特·汤普森作品的影响 I know I was fully in the thrall of the works of Hunter S. Thompson,
我说深受影响的意思是 And by fully in the thrall, I mean...
我们觉得亨特·汤普森 是有史以来最酷的 we thought Hunter Thompson was the coolest thing ever,
我们想像他一样 and we wanted to be just like him.
其中有一幅汤普森迷幻经历的图像 There's that Thompson image of, you know,
你知道你有了坏的迷幻体验 当你向下看时 you know you're having a bad trip when you look down,
你看到你死去的祖母 and you see your dead grandmother with a knife in her teeth
咬着一把匕首 爬过来抓你的腿 crawling up your leg.
这对我们来说很有趣 我们有点… That was funny to us, and we kind of...
即使我们不想体验 也想战胜这种感觉 We wanted to, if not experience that, to survive that.
那个周末 我们准备了行程 就像《哈啦上路》的早期版本 For this weekend, we prepared ourselves for an early version of the road trip.
我跟父母说 我去朋友家过夜 I told my parents that I was staying over at my friend's house
周末在朋友家睡 for a sleepover weekend.
他有一辆车 他好像有学员驾照 He had use of the car, and, I think, a learner's permit.
我们的宏伟计划基本上是这样安排的 This was the basic framework around which our master plan coalesced.
首先让我们搞到一些毒品 First we acquired some drugs.
大量迷幻药 一些大麻 一些黎巴嫩哈希 A lot of acid, some weed, some Lebanese hash,
戈登的杜松子酒 两箱马克西姆斯超级啤酒 Gordon's gin, and two cases of Maximus super beer.
我也不知道我们为什么选那个品牌 I don't know why we chose that brand.
还有一件重要的东西 Also, and this is important:
一些安眠酮 some Quaaludes.
接下来嗑大量的药 包括LSD And proceeded to take a lot of the drugs, including the LSD.
我们向卡茨基尔山的中心地带进发 We set out for the dark heart of the Catskills.
我们带着迷幻剂的愉悦体验 独自驾驶 So we're driving along, getting off on the acid,
我们遇到两个搭便车的 and we encounter two hitchhikers.
两个迷人的少女 她们是跳脱衣舞的 Attractive-looking young women, they were exotic dancers.
其中一个说她叫巴拿马·雷 One of them identified herself by the name Panama Red.
两个久经世故的少女想搭便车 Experienced young women of the world in search of a ride.
很快我们就说漏了嘴 We immediately let it slip as well that we were fully loaded
我们服用了大量违禁药品 with a pretty dizzying array of controlled substances.
令人意外的是 这让两名娇嫩的少女很感兴趣 Unsurprisingly enough, this interested these two young delicate flowers.
我们去了她们的房间 We went back to her room.
我们抽了一些大麻 吸了一些哈希 And we smoke some weed, we smoke some hash...
哦 小心 它要攻击了 Uh-oh, careful, he's gonna attack!
然后她提醒我们 我们先前提到过安眠酮 Then she reminded us that we had mentioned Quaaludes.
我给了她一粒 And I gave her one,
她表示一粒不够 and she seemed to indicate that this was unsatisfactory,
她想要两粒 that she would like two.
两粒帕斯特-400 Two Parest-400's.
这些东西的强度是在工业上使用的 Now these motherfuckers were industrial strength,
非常强烈的甲喹酮 powerful fucking Methaqualone.
巴拿马就着一些酒服了下去 Panama starts, with the help of all that liquor,
安眠酮产生了作用 她变得很嗨 starts getting pretty high on that Quaalude as it's hitting in.
那个时刻 我们嗨到了顶点 We are, by this point, ha... we're peaking, okay
接下来 事情变得不对劲儿了 That part, things started to go wrong.
很快就不对劲了 Well, things went wrong very quickly.
巴拿马展示她以前 在拉斯维加斯穿的行头 Panama starts modeling her outfits from her earlier years in Vegas.
突然 跨步之间 她翻了白眼 Suddenly, Panama, mid-stride, her eyes roll up in her head,
摔了下来 死在地板上一动不动 and she keels over, stone dead on the fucking floor.
她服药过量了 她死了 She's OD'd, she's dead,
我们给她的毒品杀死了她 and we've given her the drugs that have killed her.
我一下子就想象到 警察的直升机开着探照灯 Already in my mind, the police helicopters with their searchlights
马上会在旅馆的上空盘旋 would be swooping over the motel at any minute.
特警队带着冲车 There will be, you know, special units with battering rams
从门窗闯进来 coming in the windows and the doors.
我们现在该怎么办？ What do we do now
我父母还以为我在你家过夜呢 You know, "My parents think I'm sleeping at your house,"
我们抽嗨了 我们很嗨 and we're high. We're really, really high.
在我们来的路上 On the way over here,
天空充满了颜色和同心圆 you know, the sky is filled with colors and concentric circles,
那是些奇怪而美妙的事情 and strange and, you know, wonderful things.
现在一切变得丑陋而恐惧 Now, it's ugly and paranoid.
现实以一种非常丑陋的方式闯进来了 Reality has intruded in a seriously ugly way.
在我们还没有搞清楚发生了什么之前 Before we came close to figuring out what happened,
她翻身起来了 she stirred and roused herself,
好像没事儿发生过一样 as if nothing had happened.
她站起来的样子 就像摔下去是家常便饭 She stood up as if she collapses to the floor all the time.
我们喝了很多杜松子酒 用旅馆的《圣经》卷可卡因吸 We drank a lot of gin, and snorted coke off the Gideon's Bible.
我记得当时我进了洗手间 I remember at one point excusing myself to go to the bathroom,
看着镜子中的自己 and looking in the mirror and seeing, uh...
我看到的是一个印第安酋长 脸上涂着战斗迷彩 you know, an Indian chief in full war-paint in the in the mirror,
服用迷幻药后照镜子是最糟糕的 looking up and... Looking in a mirror is never a good idea on acid,
但当时 真的是很糟糕 but in this case, it was a really bad idea.
不要照镜子 Don't look in the mirror.
不要照镜子 把镜子遮起来 Don't look in the mirror. Cover the mirrors.
照镜子不是个好主意 Not a great idea to look in a mirror.
哦 天呐照镜子是最糟糕的 Oh, my God, looking in the mirror is, like, the worst.
照着镜子 心想 我是谁？我看到了谁？ Like, looking in the mirror, and who am I, who do I see
你能看穿自己的皮肤 You can see through your skin.
迷幻状态时 你的皮肤看起来更加透明 Your skin is apparently more translucent, uh, when you're tripping.
你仿佛能看到血液在血管里流动 You can see, like, the blood rushing through your vessels and the veins.
特别当你有自信心问题时 Especially if you have any self-esteem issues.
我仿佛把自己的脸变成了山羊 You know, it's just like... I mean, I've had, like, my face turns into a goat.
无论你看起来怎么样 把镜子遮起来 Doesn't matter what you look like, cover the mirrors.
（越多迷幻旅程）
（不要照镜子）
不要照镜子 Don't look in the mirror!
我是查尔斯·格罗布博士 格-罗-布 I'm Dr. Charles Grob, spelled G-R-O-B.
我是个精神科医生 I'm a psychiatrist.
我是个研究员 I'm a researcher
调查致幻剂治疗的潜在模型 investigating the potential for a hallucinogen treatment model
目的是治疗精神科疾病… to heal psychiatric illness
或者治疗药物成瘾 or heal addiction.
我还进行了一项 食品药品监督管理局批准的研究 I've also conducted an FDA-approved study where we had permission
其间被允许使用 致幻蘑菇的生物碱 赛洛西宾 to use the alkaloid of hallucinogenic mushrooms, psilocybin,
用于对患有反应性焦虑的 晚期癌症患者的 in a treatment model for individuals with advanced stage cancer
治疗模型 who have reactive anxiety.
总体而言 他们的生活质量明显改善 Overall, their quality of life improved noticeably.
没有发现患者有坏的迷幻体验 No one had a bad trip,
没有患者发生严重的生理反应 no one had a serious physiological reaction.
我们发现 至少来说 So, we found that, you know, at the very least,
这种治疗模型有良好的潜力 there was good potential in this treatment model,
值得在可控条件下进一步研究 and worthy of further controlled investigation.
LSD令一些年轻人失望 让我们听听他们怎么说 Let's hear from young people who've had their reasons for being down on LSD.
同时也让我们听听医生 精神病医生 Let's also hear from doctors, psychologists and other experts
以及其他亲自尝试过LSD的 专家怎么说 who have tried LSD themselves.
唯一能让我了解自己的时刻 The only time I think I've ever been able to understand myself
就是在迷幻状态下 was on an acid trip.
一切变得非常清晰 Then things were really clear.
我从来没有过坏的迷幻体验 You know, I didn't have any one small bad trip.
我有过一次长时间的良好体验 I had one long pretty good one.
我有服用迷幻剂的行头 I had outfits that went with acid,
还有一些与之伴随的音乐 I had the music that went with acid,
以及化妆品 uh... makeup that went with acid...
对我来说 To me, it was a...
它是一种仪式性的毒品 a ritual drug.
你想参观我的家吗？ You wanna look at my house
我的家就是个迷幻剂的家 Okay, my house is the acid house.
它影响了一切 It affected everything.
（嘉莉·费舍尔）
（服用致幻剂时感觉正常）
对我来说 拥有嗑药轶事是很可笑的事情 To me, it's so hilarious to have, like, drug anecdotes.
你的提问的本质在于… The very nature of what you're asking...
你如果嗑药嗑对了 你不能讲一个有条理的故事 If you're doing drugs the right way, you can't tell an orderly story.
嗨 我叫嘉莉·费舍尔 Hi, I'm Carrie Fisher, and...
我使用很多LSD I took a lot of LSD.
我也许是从 约翰·贝鲁西那里听说迷幻剂的 I think I'd heard about acid maybe from John Belushi.
但我对此没有什么问题… But I did not have a problem with...
在那个时刻 我对嗑药没有反感 At that point, I didn't have a problem with drugs.
那时候我并没有触碰过毒品 I had not gotten into the drug zone
事后证明 我最终栽跟头 that would ultimately prove to be my downfall,
就是因为鸦片 which would be opiates.
迷幻剂是很难上瘾… You know, it would be hard to get...
你会因迷幻剂上瘾吗？不会 What, are you going to get addicted to acid You know, no.
这种药可不是好磕的 And it's a very hard drug to take.
我会为了服用致幻剂 So, I would organize trips around to places in the world
安排到世界各处的旅行 simply to take acid there.
我会做那些事情 并且忘记… I would do these things, and forget that...
我看起来像一个叫 I looked like someone...
莉亚公主的人 或者不管别人认为我是谁了 named Princess Leia, or whatever I was for people, and...
服用迷幻剂后到处跑 这不是什么好主意 and so it's not a brilliant idea to then, you know, take acid and go running around.
没错 我去了塞舌尔 So, yeah, I went to the Seychelles.
我们服用迷幻剂 And we took acid, and...
哦 天呐 我在… Oh, my God, I was on...
我在海滩 海滩上没有其他人 on the beach, and there was no one else on the beach.
我带着超8 And so I'm with my Super 8
电影摄像机 当时是那个情况 movie camera, that's when this was.
我拍摄我的朋友 And I'm filming my friend,
这过程中 突然 and as this is going along, suddenly...
我感觉到 I sensed that...
“事情有些不妙” there's been a disturbance in the force.
这个不要放进去 Don't put that in.
言归正传 我转身 顺带说一下 我… Uh, anyway, and I turn around, and by the way, I'm...
我无法想象我是赤裸的 但我确实没穿上衣 I can't imagine that I'm nude, but certainly I'm topless.
我们转过身来 And we turn around,
来了一车日本人 and there are a busload of Japanese folk that have just arrived,
真没想到 我们所处的地方 and it turns out where we are,
是那些住在宾馆里的游客 吃午饭的地方 it's where they bring the tourists to have lunch from all the hotels.
我当时深深地相信 I am at that time, I believe,
莉亚公主没穿衣服 Princess Leia, in a profound way,and not...clothed.
我服用了迷幻剂 豁然开朗 I took acid and went,
“哦 我明白了这下说得通了” "Oh, I see, this makes sense."
事实上 当我第一次听说 我有双相型障碍时 And in fact, when I was first, uh, told I was bipolar,
我去看医生 我说 well, I went in to see a doctor, and I said,
“我服用致幻剂时感觉正常” "Well, I felt normal on acid."
在她名声大噪时 她为什么觉得服用LSD后感觉正常 Why she might feel normal when taking LSD during the height of her fame,
这可能是因为 作为公众人物有多不自然 it may have something to do with how unnatural it felt being a public persona,
她有多么失去自我 how disconnected she may have been from herself.
LSD体验如何让她 And how the LSD experience may have allowed her
接触到一些她的核心自我 to have accessed some core element, her core self,
让她感到更加真实 and allowed her to feel more genuine in that regard.
反正当时的情况是 我们服用了奥斯利迷幻剂 Anyway, what happened was we took this Owsley acid.
我们非常嗨 We got really high.
我们去了中央公园 We were in Central Park.
我抓住地面 I'm holding onto the ground,
因为我很难留在这个星球上 'cause it was hard to stay on the planet.
我看着一个橡子 And I'm watching an acorn,
它在拼命移动 and it's moving a lot.
我没有想象出什么新的东西 I never saw anything that wasn't there.
我看到的只是那里已经存在的东西 行为异常 I just saw things that were there... misbehave.
哦 天呐 你是嘉莉·费舍尔 Holy shit! You're Carrie Fisher!
你是该死的莱娅公主 You're fucking Princess Leia!
哦 天呐我是你的忠实粉丝 Oh, my God, I'm such a huge fan of yours!
它行为异常… And it's misbehaving...
看这个 我在车库拍卖中买到的 Look at this. I got it at a garage sale. Huh
耍淘气… And misbehaving...
我在跟你说话呢 因为你迷幻得一塌糊涂 I'm talking to you, 'cause you're tripping your fucking balls off!
不 不要 No, just... No, no!
于是我得看着这个橡子 So I had to watch this acorn,
自编自演 you know, basically choreograph itself.
你是演艺圈的… 我演一段儿 你提提意见 You're in show business. Can I run something by you
说说你的看法 好吗？ Tell me what you think, okay
我是个坚果 I'm a nut
我是个坚果 I'm a nut, nut, nut
我很傻 I'm nuts
我是个坚果 I'm a nut
-你觉得怎么样？我还在… -闭嘴 - What do you think I'm still, you know... - Shut up!
哦 你不喜欢？ Oh... you don't like it.
那个时候 So at that point,
橡子差不多恢复了原状 the acorn was almost back to being itself.
你在这儿看到的 不要告诉任何人 Don't tell anybody what you saw here.
什么都别说 Don't say nothin'!
作为一个精神病科医生 As a psychologist,
我得告诉你 你认为你得到的启示 I have to tell you that the understanding you think you have gained
和事实是相左的 just doesn't fit in with the facts.
你能得到的唯一真正的启示 The only real understanding you could gain
来自于对问题的分析 would come from having a bummer, and then analyzing it,
也就是说 你得尝试让问题发生 which would mean you'd have to want to try to have bummers,
然后尝试去了解 and then attempt to understand them,
心理学家分析梦的方式 the way that psychologists analyze dreams.
你不可以自己去做 Which, unless you are properly trained,
除非你得到过正规培训 you cannot do by yourself.
毒品会非常戏剧化地 改变你的意识状态 Drugs, uh... change your state of consciousness very dramatically.
所以你有患精神病的风险 So you run the risk of psychosis,
也就是人们所称的坏的迷幻体验 or what's called "a bad trip."
如果你能控制你的设定和环境 坏的迷幻体验会最小化 A bad trip is minimized the more you control your set and setting.
设定是指体验的人 A "set" is who's the person having this experience,
他们的心态、他们的弱点 以及他们的意图 their mindset, their vulnerabilities, their intention.
环境是指你在哪里进行 环境有多安全 "Setting" is where you're doing it, how safe is the setting,
不要和陌生人或者假装是你朋友的人 Don't take acid with... strangers,
或者朋友的朋友 or people who pretend to be your friends,
一起使用迷幻剂 or friends of friends.
选好你的同伴 Pick your company well.
不要和不负责任的人一起使用LSD Do not ever take LSD with assholes.
你不希望有人这样 “嘿 你是不是吓坏了？” You don't want somebody doing, "Oh, are you freaking out"
“哦 你感觉到了？ "Oh, you feel it
哦 你感到你的脑袋要爆炸了？” Oh, you feel your mind cracking"
太疯狂了… So crazy...
“你有看到粉红色的大象吗？” "Do you see pink elephants, man Do you see pink elephants"
如果你有深深的悲伤 这会成为问题 If you've got a deep sadness or a problem,
这种悲伤会大大地强化 很危险 that can often be dangerously enhanced.
如果你的脑袋里有疯狂的东西 这对你不利 You don't want a bunch of crazy stuff going on in your head,
比如你正在处理的麻烦 比如你刚和对象分手 like bad stuff that you're dealing with, like, "I just broke up with somebody,"
或者我被人抓到我在咖啡机里自慰 or, "I got caught masturbating in the coffee machine,"
因为这种负罪感和羞耻感 because that sort of guilt and shame,
会变得更大 you know, just becomes bigger.
所以你得确保自己的意志很坚强 You wanna make sure you're strong mentally.
这个旅程必须是你自己去体验 It's a journey that everyone must take on their own...
或者和朋友一起去 with friends.
和几个好朋友在一起 选择一个封闭的空间 Hang out with a couple of good friends in an enclosed space,
不要封闭的空间 可以是户外 享受户外 not enclosed, with some outdoors, enjoy the outdoors.
我会推荐树林 没错 就是树林 I'd suggest the woods. That's it, the woods.
周围有水 流动的河流 Water nearby, a flowing river,
有树 有美景 fucking trees, and beauty.
人们总说 People always say
你应该在草地上或者什么自然的地方 体验迷幻 that you should trip in a meadow or somewhere natural,
这也许是个好主意 但我从来没试过 and that's probably great, but I've never done that.
我一直待在纽约市 I've always been in New York City.
我第一次到纽约的时候 我很嗨 The first time I went to New York and just got high,
我以为那些出租车是来杀我的 I thought the taxis were out to kill me.
不要待在城市里 Stay away from cities.
（越多迷幻旅程）
（控制你的设定和环境 ）
现在再说说坏的迷幻体验 And now, back to Bad Trip.
所有人都会告诉你 尝试迷幻体验没有关系 Everyone will tell you that taking a trip will be fine,
只要你控制好设定和环境 as long as you control your set and setting.
但唯一确定的事情就是 But the only thing that is sure
如果你在一个坏的迷幻体验的环境中 is you are set on setting out on a...
你就完了 You're done
（坏的迷幻体验）
我们“橙子”好朋友你开心吗？ "Orange" you glad we're friends
我不知道 我们“橙子”了什么？ I don't know, "orange" you
你们的行为好奇怪 You guys are acting really weird.
你们别犯傻了 这一点都不好玩 Yeah, guys, knock it off, it's not funny anymore.
你知道什么好玩吗？ 也许我可以从窗户跳下去 You know what'd be funny If I jumped out of a window.
这主意不错啊 That sounds like a great idea!
好 去吧 Yeah, do it!
好的 Okay!
什么？不 What No!
不要跳窗户 Not the window!
嗑药很可乐 直到乐极生悲 Drugs are a laugh riot... until they're not.
嗨 我叫尼克·克罗尔 Hi, my name is Nick Kroll,
我有一个迷幻体验的故事 可以给大家一些警醒 and I have a cautionary tale to tell about tripping. Um...
这个故事很有趣 我只希望大家注意一下 You know, it was super fun, I just want to caution people.
（尼克·克罗尔）
（我爱我的朋友们）
数年前 Couple of years ago,
我的一个朋友举办单身汉派对 uh, my friend's bachelor party,
他在马里布租了一个房子 rented a house up in Malibu,
我弄来一些迷幻蘑菇 and I procured a bunch of mushrooms for it
大家都是奔四的人 because, you know, dudes in their mid-to-late 30s
只是想找些方式逃避 are just looking to, you know, fucking escape.
有人吸食墨西哥鼠尾草 你知道这次很经典 People were smoking salvia, so you knew it's a classy affair.
我们在马里布的一个私人海滩 We're on some private beach in Malibu.
我们都服用迷幻蘑菇 We all take mushrooms.
我多吃了几个 我说：“这东西不错” I take a few more, just to be, like, "Yeah, it's cool, these are good."
我爱我的朋友们 Oh! I love my friends!
我们玩得很开心 So we're having a good time.
我想：“我在水里我有迷幻体验 I'm thinking, "I'm in the water, I'm tripping,
我淹死的机会是90% there's a 90% chance I'm going to drown,
但在大地的怀抱里感觉很好 but it's feeling good to be one with the Earth."
我们从水里出来 现在我在海滩上 We get out of the water, now I'm on the beach,
我的感觉上来了 I'm starting to really roll,
我坐下 我比其他人多吃了几个迷幻蘑菇 and I sit down, and I've eaten more mushrooms than everybody else.
我看到我的朋友们在收集海带 I see my buddies, and they are starting to gather a bunch of sea kelp.
我看到这情景 心想 我知道现在会发生什么了 I see this, and I'm like, "I understand what's going to happen now."
他们从水里上来 They've come out of the water.
他们收集了20公斤左右的海带 They're emerging with about 40 to 50 pounds,
我看着他们举着海带 and I just see them lift it,
把海带堆到我的身上 and just put all of this sea kelp on my body.
我… And I was...
开心极了 thrilled.
海带在我身上开始动起来 And the sea kelp starts to move on me,
我心想：“我成了海带怪物” and I'm like, "I am the kelp monster."
我是海带怪物 I am the kelp monster!
我丝毫没有把海带移除的想法 I couldn't even fathom wanting to remove...
这些该死的大海的碎屑 this fucking detritus from the sea.
海带怪物 Kelp monster!
我第二天醒来 Uh... The next day I woke up,
身上满是红色的伤痕 uh, covered in red welts,
因为… um, because I had, uh...
我被这些该死的海带 been covered in sea fucking kelp
覆盖了45分钟 for 45 minutes.
我不是很喜欢吃药片 但服用迷幻剂 你会得到最狂野的迷幻体验 I don't really dig dropping pills, but you get the wildest trip on acid.
没错 但你也可能得到最狂野的不好体验 Yeah, but you can also get the wildest bummers.
你知道街上都有四个角 You know, when there's, like, four corners or whatever, and...
我们从小都学过 看到红绿灯 you kind of get trained by stop lights
有可以通行或禁止通行的标志 or by the walk sign and the don't walk sign or whatever,
我记得我突然想 and I remember all of a sudden being like,
“哦 我想到那边去” "Oh, I wanna get over there..."
与其从a到b 再到c我想 from point A, to point B, to point C, I was like,
“我可以直接从a到c” "I could just go from point A to point C!"
这听起来很傻 And it sounds really stupid,
但迷幻剂会给我这样的想法 but it's something acid gave me,
我这一辈子一直在服用迷幻剂 我会想 and then in my life I use it all the time, where I'm like,
“如果没人看着 我可以直接走到c点 "If no one's looking, I can just head straight to point C,
而不用绕道到b去” without doing this point B bullshit."
（亚当和凯瑟琳）
（白色猫头鹰）
我叫凯瑟琳 So, I'm Kathleen,
这位是亚当 我们是夫妻 我们都是音乐人 说说你的故事 and this is Adam, we're married, we're both musicians. Tell yours.
我想说的故事… My story that I wanted to tell...
不是… isn't...
我从来没有过坏的迷幻体验 或者不好的迷幻蘑菇体验 I've never had, like, a bad acid trip, or a bad mushroom trip,
比如过度惊恐 like a freak-out.
80年代末 我和三个朋友一起乘车… Late '80s, I was with three friends, we were driving to...
我的朋友摩尼·马克说 “你得到巴加的一个地方去” My friend Money Mark said, "You gotta go to this place in Baja."
我和三个女人 It's me and three women,
在墨西哥 前不搭村 后不靠店 and we're just, like, in the middle of nowhere, in Mexico.
我朋友说：“我有两片迷幻药 My friend was like, "Oh, I've got two hits of acid,
我们吃了吧” we should take 'em."
于是我们把药放进了果汁瓶 我们喝了下去 So we put them in a Snapple bottle, we all drank it.
轮胎爆了 And a tire blows.
我和三个女人 前不搭村 后不靠店 With me and three women, and we're in the middle of nowhere.
我不知道怎么换轮胎 我都不知道是否有备胎 I don't know how to change a tire, I don't even know if there was a tire.
我说话的时候 我不知道… You know, as I'm saying it, I don't even know...
他不知道怎么换轮胎 I can't believe he didn't know how to change a tire!
我都不知道我们有没有找备胎 I don't even know if we looked to see if there was another tire.
我们说：“这下糟糕了” As we're like, "This is really grim..."
一只白色的猫头鹰在我们头顶飞过 a white owl flies right above us...
我们说：“这是一个征兆… ...and we're like, "It's a sign.
伟大的事情要发生了” Something great's about to happen!"
来了两辆面包车 装满了人 These two vans filled with dudes,
都是成年人 like, grown men,
他们停了下来 我们说：“哦 太好了 pull up, and we're like, "Oh, this is great!
哦 糟糕 好像有点奇怪” Oh shit, this is a little weird."
那帮人都出来了 All these guys come out,
他们围着我们的车转 查看我们… and they're kinda walking around the car checking us out.
你们车上有三个美女 There are three hot girls in the car.
如果我跟他们走 If I go with them,
他们会带我去见一个人 那家伙有轮胎 they'll take me to a place... to a guy who has tires.
于是我说：“听着 我也不知道我能不能回来” And so I'm like, "Look, I don't know if I'm coming back, you guys."
于是我们四个人抱在一起 So we do the four-way hug, and we're like,
祝福好运 you know, "Good luck."
这开了很长一段路 我们转到了山里面 And so we drive, and we drive, and we take a turn further into the mountains.
就跟电影里演的一样 It's like it's right out of a movie.
一帮老头围着篝火坐着 And there's all these old dudes sitting around by a campfire.
有两间煤渣块盖的棚子 And there's these two cinder block shacks,
我说：“是那儿吗？” and I'm like, "Over there"
从棚子里出来一个大汉 你从没见过这么大的块头 Out of the shack comes the biggest person you've ever seen.
穿着连体服 没有衬衫 Overalls, no shirt,
他背着光 he's backlit,
手里拿着一个巨大无比的榔头 with the biggest fucking hammer you've ever seen in your life.
我吓坏了 他们看着我更加乐了 The more I was freaking out, the more they were laughing.
他转过身 然后拿榔头砸门 He turns over and then he starts banging on the door.
他把门打开了 我说 He opens the door, I'm like...
“好了 关键时刻到了… "Alright, this is it. This is...
要么我打败这里的所有人逃走 要么我进去看看屋子里是什么” I try to fight everybody here to get out, or I see what's in the room."
灯开了 屋子里堆满了轮胎 Turns the light on, it's filled with fucking tires.
满是轮胎 It's filled with tires!
这是个教会团契 It's a church group.
这两辆面包车是来自教会团契的 The two vans are from a church group.
他们给我们指路 And they led us on our way,
跟我们说这么走 那么走… they told us, "Go back down this way..."
结局很好 Wow. It all worked out fine.
多亏了那只猫头鹰 It was the owl.
这是你的大脑 This is your brain.
这是你嗑药时的大脑 This is your brain on drugs.
这是夹在我三文治里的你的大脑 This is your brain on my sandwich.
很好吃 Delicious.
LSD的故事总是一样的 你都见过 Always that same LSD story, you've all seen it.
年轻人使用了致幻剂 以为他能飞 从大楼跳下去 "Young man on acid, thought he could fly, jumped out of a building.
真是悲剧 What a tragedy."
那个傻逼 去他的 What a dick! Fuck him.
他是个傻瓜 He's an idiot.
如果他觉得他能飞 If he thought he could fly,
为什么不先从陆地起飞？ why didn't he take off from the ground
有很多跳楼的故事 There isn't a lot of stories of people leaping.
这是个现象 You know, that was the thing.
很多坏事充斥着我们的耳朵 It was a lot of shit that was coming down the pipe
我们开始听这些故事 吓唬我们 when we were originally taking it, you know, to kinda scare us off.
我父母都是治疗师 Both my parents were therapists,
他们在精神病医院上班 and they worked in this, uh, psychiatric hospital.
我父母叫我不要嗑药 他们跟我说的方式就是 And I guess the way my parents telling me not to do drugs
回到家里告诉我 was by coming home and telling me
那些医院的孩子有多糟糕 how messed up the kids were at the hospital
尽管他们只磕了一次药 who did drugs only once.
我妈妈会告诉我 My mom'd be like,
“这个孩子抽大麻 里面掺杂了苯环利定 "This kid smoked marijuana, and it was laced with PCP,
现在他疯了 他不知道该做什么 and now he's insane, he doesn't know what to do.
他把拳头插进了屁股 他就是这么干的” He puts a fist up his butt, that's all he does."
这就是我妈妈跟我讲的故事 That was literally a story my mom told me.
所以我不敢嗑任何药 So I had the fear of God in me about doing any sort of drugs whatsoever.
我从来没嗑过药 直到我去了阿姆斯特丹 I never did it. That is until I went to Amsterdam.
（保罗·舍尔）
（迷幻蘑菇不起作用）
嘿 我叫保罗·舍尔 Hey, I'm Paul Scheer.
接下来我要讲的故事是我变得超级嗨 And this is my story about getting ridiculously high.
我和一帮喜剧朋友去阿姆斯特丹 I went to Amsterdam with a bunch of my comedy friends to
做表演 do some shows.
“哇 阿姆斯特丹大麻是合法的… And it was like, "Wow, Amsterdam, like, marijuana's legal...
哇 你还可以使用迷幻蘑菇 这会很神奇 Wow! You can even do mushrooms. This will be amazing.
我们要搞一次迷幻蘑菇狂欢日” Alright, we have to have a mushroom day."
我们最终去了一家商店 And we finally went to a shop, and, you know,
他们把商品拿出来的方式 就像你去珠宝店买钻石 they bring them out like you would bring out diamonds at Tiffany's.
他们有各种不同的迷幻蘑菇 They have different types of mushrooms,
我们进行挑选… and we pick them...
我记得我选的是“夏威夷什么的” I remember I picked something that was like "Hawaiian-something."
我觉得跟夏威夷有关一定很酷 就像冲浪 I was like, "Hawaii, that's cool, yeah, like surfing.
我想要这样的迷幻体验 That's the kind of trip I want."
于是我们决定到哪里服用这些东西 So we decided where's the best place to do it
必须是梵高博物馆 and it would have to be the Van Gogh Museum.
于是我们去了梵高博物馆 So, we go into the Van Gogh Museum,
我们把那些迷幻蘑菇吃了… and, you know, we're just eating these mushrooms...
他们说：“不要一下子全吃了” “没事的” They say, "Don't eat the whole thing all at once, right" "Fine."
于是我吃了那些迷幻蘑菇 So I'm eating these mushrooms.
大约五分钟过去了 我心想 And about five minutes pass, I'm like...
“我什么感觉都没有 "Pfft... I don't feel anything.
这些迷幻蘑菇根本没有用” These mushrooms don't work at all."
好了 Well...
我是保罗·舍尔 在阿姆斯特丹 I'm Paul Scheer, in Amsterdam,
我想这些迷幻蘑菇还没有生效 and I guess these mushrooms aren't kicking in.
于是我又吃了一些 后来又吃了一些 And so I just eat more of them, and then more of them.
我可以开始享受艺术了 I guess I'll just enjoy the art.
我是保罗·舍尔 在阿姆斯特丹 I'm Paul Scheer in Amsterdam.
我看着其中的一副油画 I look up at one of the paintings,
《麦田群鸦》 which is the crows over the cornfield,
不知何故 这幅画吸引了我 and it really, like, grabs me, for some reason.
“哇 这可真有趣看呐 "Wow, this is really interesting. Oh, look at that!
我能从下面看到乌鸦” I can see under the crows!"
我慢慢转… I start to turn...
因为我相信只要我倒过身子来 Because I'm convincing myself that if I turn,
我就能看到油画中不存在的那一部分 I'm seeing parts of the painting that don't really exist.
天呐 Holy shit!
看看这些玉米 Look at all this corn!
突然 我感觉那些鸟向我飞来 All of a sudden, I feel like these birds are coming out at me,
而我在玉米地中间 and I'm in the middle of this cornfield.
搞什么鬼？ What the fuck
这个博物馆很有人气 Now, this is a popular museum.
很多人带着家人来参观 Family, people are all there...
我离开油画大概十公分远 and I'm standing maybe four inches away from the painting,
几乎头下脚上 almost upside down.
我说：“对…” Like this, like, "Yes, yes, yes..."
它在变形 在移动我说 “梵高 真是个天才” And it's morphing and moving, I'm like, "Van Gogh, genius!"
我理解梵高 I get Van Gogh!
现在我觉得太热了 我说 “这里很热 我在冒汗 Now I'm feeling a little bit too hot, I'm like, "It's hot in here, I'm sweating,
我得离开博物馆” I gotta leave this museum."
于是我回到我们住的房子 I arrive back at the house that we're staying.
我对他们说：“听着 And I go, "Guys...
我们得去买麦当劳” we need to get McDonald's."
所有人都同意了 And everyone's like, "Yes!"
我想我的计划基于一个事实 我们身在外国 I think my plan stemmed from the fact that we were in a foreign country,
我们得找些美国的东西让自己踏实点 and we needed to ground ourselves with something American.
所以麦当劳是我们的选择 So McDonald's was the way to go.
于是我去了麦当劳 And I go into McDonalds,
他们给了我满满一袋子汉堡 they fill up a sack of burgers for me,
我带回到我们住的地方 I take it back to our house,
我把汉堡扔给每个人 and I toss them out to everybody,
每个人开始吃汉堡 everyone starts eating the burgers,
就像《爱丽丝漫游仙境》里面 爱丽丝吃药片一样 and just like in Alice in Wonderland when she eats the pill,
我们把汉堡吃完了 we all finish our burgers,
我们的药效也过了 and it just wears off,
我们又回到了正常 we're back to normal.
我说：“谢谢麦当劳你救了我们” And I was like, "Thank you, McDonald's. You saved us."
我从没有在麦当劳有过体验 因为我不是傻逼 Never had experience in McDonald's, because I'm not a fucking idiot.
如果有什么东西能抵消迷幻体验 If there's anything antithetical
那就得是麦当劳了 to a trip on LSD, it's a McDonald's.
这就跟阴阳关系一样 Talk about yin and fuck-yang.
你走进去 你意识到 You walk in there, and you realize,
“我在一个该死的怪兽肚子里面 "I'm in the belly of the fucking beast.
我有灵魂 我处在一个没有灵魂的牢笼里” I have a soul, and I'm in a soulless cage."
（罗布·科德利）
（一切都是有联系的）
嗨 我叫罗布·科德利 Hi, I'm Rob Corddry.
一个迷幻宇宙探索者 A psychonaut.
电影演员协会成员 Screen Actors Guild.
有一次我们服用了迷幻蘑菇 Once we were on mushrooms,
我坐在镜子前 and I sat in front of the mirror,
迷幻得一塌糊涂 tripping my balls off,
嗨极了 high as a kite,
我看着镜子里的自己 just, like, staring at myself in the mirror.
我把衬衫脱了下来 I had my shirt off,
这种行为通常让我感到不适 which is usually something that bugs me,
而在这个时候 你没有什么身体畸形 but at this point, like, you don't have any body dysmorphia.
你看到的就是事物的本质 You see things for the way they really are.
无论它们有多么闪光和透气 No matter how much they sort of, like, shimmer and breathe.
你的身体反正也在呼吸 Your body's breathing anyway.
我看着我的身体 我的脸 And I'm, like, looking at it, my body, and my face,
看着它们的本质 for what it really, truly is.
我的脸看起来完全不一样了 It... You know, my face looked completely different.
我认为我的身体是个贝壳 My body, I understood it was a shell,
我感到镜子外的我的内在 And I felt inside me, the real me, not in the mirror,
我感到比我的身体更大 更宽 I felt bigger than my body, and I felt wider.
我觉得 “原来如此” And I felt, like, "This is it."
我想：“我们是万事万物的一部分 万事万物皆有关联” Like, "We're part of everything, everything is connected."
然后我看着镜子 And then I'd look in the mirror,
我能看到 and I'd be like... I could see, it seemed, like...
整个世界就是我 the whole world was me.
我能看到一切 一切都连接着 I could see everything, everything was connected.
一切都很好 All good.
人们总说 当你嗨的时候不要照镜子 People always say don't look in the mirror when you're high,
但我要说：“不要离开镜子” but I'm like, "Don't ever leave a mirror!"
（越多迷幻旅程）
（不要照镜子）
不要照镜子 Do look in the mirror!
我记得照镜子 I remember looking in the mirror.
我的脸变成了石像鬼 My face turned into a gargoyle.
那玩意儿很迷幻 我心想：“哦 糟糕 ” That shit was trippy. I was like, "Oh, shit."
我在城市里长大 Growing up in an urban community,
类似于贫民窟之类的 like the hood or some shit like that,
我们对迷幻药的看法 we look at acid, like,
“这东西和可卡因差不多 像PCP 天使的灰尘、冰毒或类似的东西 "Man, that's like crack, or like PCP, angel dust, meth or some shit like that.
你干嘛要吃迷幻药？” The fuck you do with acid"
然后你慢慢长大了 And then as you get older, you know,
你开始接触迷幻蘑菇之类的东西 你意识到 you start doing mushrooms and shit like that, and you realize that
所有这些东西 类似于真菌和霉菌 all it is is, like, fungus and mold, and, you know,
这些东西很酷 this is just, like, some chill shit.
（速可达硬汉）
（爱彼此）
我记得我第一次服用迷幻剂 I remember the first time I did acid. It was a couple
是数年前 of years back.
我觉得我准备好了 I felt I was ready,
准备好和地球融为一体 ready to become one with the planet,
和宇宙融为一体 the universe.
当时很疯狂 我是和一个美女一起做的 It was crazy. It was with a beautiful female.
是她向我介绍的 She's the one who introduced me to it.
我记得她把东西放在饼干上 All I remember is she had it on, like, crackers already.
不幸地是 当我和她在一起的时候 Unfortunately, by the time I got with her
正巧迷幻剂发生了作用 is exactly when the acid just started kicking in.
我们变得很嗨 And, you know, we gettin' jiggy and whatnot, right
感觉太好了 It feels so good.
仿佛一切感觉都强化了 Like, it's... Everything feels intensified.
我能看到各种东西 I'm seeing all type of shit.
我能感觉到各种东西 I'm feeling all type of shit.
各种颜色在移动 我能听到颜色 Colors are moving. I hear colors.
我能尝到颜色的味道 I can taste the colors.
颜色是什么味道？ Like, what the fuck does a color taste like, you know
不知何故 And for some reason,
她对我所做的任何事情 everything she did to me just felt...
感觉都棒极了 amazing.
感觉翻倍 Like, times two.
不同凡响 Out of the ordinary.
画面有点儿童不宜了 And, uh... This is a bit graphic,
这有点庸俗 有点粗鲁知道吗？ it's a bit vulgar, it's a bit raunchy, you feel me
你知道我意思 但是… You feel me, but...
我能说什么呢？这是生命 What can I say It's life.
没有谎言 No lie...
彩虹从我的鸡巴里放射出来 A rainbow shot out of my dick.
还伴随着声音 感觉是用钢琴弹出来的 And it had a sound with it, like a piano or some shit like that.
我不知道为什么有彩虹 I have no idea why there was a rainbow...
从我的鸡巴里出来 coming out of my penis.
我甚至都不喜欢彩虹 I don't even like rainbows.
第二天醒来 And I woke up the next day and I told...
我对我哥们儿说 I told the homie, and I said, "Yo,
“我知道生活的答案了” I know what the answer to life is."
我说 And I said...
“就是要爱彼此” "It's to love each other."
他说 He was like...
“同意” "Word."
这是我第一次使用迷幻剂 That was my first time doing acid, man.
但人各有喜好 But to each his own, because...
我不是迷幻剂的提倡者 I'm not a psychedelic advocate. Like...
我自己用了很享受 you know, I have a good time with it.
但我得说 不是人人都合适 It's not for everybody, let me say that.
我是个艺人 这是我的生活方式 You know, I'm an artiste, it's my lifestyle.
迷幻剂让我很嗨 就像 I'm on a, like, psychedelic, like,
1960年代的摇滚 1960s rock, like, you know, like...
遇难者乐队 The Castaways...
杰斐逊飞机… Jefferson Airplane...
滚石乐队有些东西 当然还有该死的披头士 The Rolling Stones had some shit, fucking Beatles, of course.
吉米… Jimi...
《顽皮的男人》是谁唱的？ 多诺万吗？ Who sings the "Hurdy Gurdy Man," is that Donovan
真正的1960年代体验是 A truly 1960s experience
“有没有答案可以拯救世界 脱离苦难？” was, "Is there an answer to the suffering of the world"
因为直到1966年10月 Because until 1966 in October,
LSD还是合法的 LSD was actually legal,
被非同寻常地 以有力的方式应用着 这一点众所周知 and was used in extraordinary, beneficial ways, as we all know.
我们现在从文献资料可以知道 We know now, from documentation,
它如何帮助了很多人 how it helped so many people.
焦虑减轻了 Anxiety drops.
给那些垂死的人DMT 这故事你知道… People who are about to die, who get DMT, you know the story...
还给他们一些赛洛西宾 They are given some psilocybin,
他们的焦虑一下子消失了 and suddenly their anxiety disappears,
因为他们现在觉得 because they now feel,
这是自然的 "This is natural."
我从没尝试过阿亚瓦斯卡或者DMT Never did ayahuasca or DMT.
我胆小 I'm too scared, man.
也许有一天 You know, I admit it, but maybe
我会胆大到都去尝试 I'll get to the point one day when I feel brave enough to do it.
DMT是到达生命起源的 DMT is, like, you know, that is the express ticket
特快车票 to, you know, the primordial ooze.
如果你想看看 作为有机体是什么样子？ If you wanna see what it is like to be just an organic being,
看着你的自我消散到无形 absolutely watch your ego dissipate into nothingness,
只要抽一点DMT 你就能达到那个效果 smoke some DMT, and you'll get there.
你会直接到达那儿 You'll get there right away, and you will have
你会直接接触到外星人 以及颜色 direct contact with aliens, and colors,
古老的图案 神圣的几何图形 以及… and ancient patterns, and sacred geometry, and...
这太棒了 it's amazing.
我叫扎西·李里 My name is Zach Leary,
蒂莫西·李里抚养我长大 and I grew up with Timothy Leary.
他是20世纪末 美国的哲学家和心理学家 He was an American philosopher and psychologist of the late 20th century.
我父亲第一次在墨西哥使用赛洛西宾 The first time that my dad did psilocybin in Mexico, you know,
谈及经历 他有一段著名的话 his famous quote from the experience was,
“我四个小时从迷幻蘑菇学到的东西 "I learned more in my four hours on mushrooms
比我以前20年在心理学学到的还多” than I did in my previous 20 years of psychology."
（蒂莫西·李里）
心理学家和精神科医生 很自然地想使用LSD Naturally, the psychologists and psychiatrists want to use LSD
治疗精神疾病 in treating mental illness.
我认为LSD将是 I think that LSD will be the number one, uh...
治愈精神疾病的首选药 cure for mental illness
前提是心理学家知道如何使用它 when the psychologists know how to use it.
1963年 他被哈佛大学 And in 1963, he was...
大张旗鼓地开除了 fired quite ceremoniously from Harvard University,
因为他使用研究生进行迷幻试验 for conducting psychedelic experiments with grad students.
蒂莫西·李里和拉姆·达斯 还有 你知道... Timothy Leary, and Ram Dass, and, you know, um...
特伦斯·麦肯纳 所有这些人… Terence McKenna, and all these people who...
他们终生在这些领域探索 have spent their lives exploring those realms,
同时他们有知识和天赋来研究它们 and then, they had also the knowledge and the genius to be able to study them,
然后突然被叫停 were just shut down.
我们令整个计划破灭了 And so, we fucking blew it.
我觉得上一代对迷幻药从事研究的人 Well, I think it was a shame that the prior...
他们的研究被突然中止了 generation of psychedelic investigators
这很可惜 were abruptly stopped in their tracks,
因为他们即将得到非常重要的发现 because they were onto some very important discoveries.
他们正在开发新的治疗模型 And they were developing new treatment models,
今天我们仍然认为 这些东西应该得到探索 which we feel today should still be explored,
因为它们有可能给那些病人 because they might offer a great deal of promise and hope
提供很多新的应许和希望 for people who have suffered from conditions
而在这一领域 主流精神病学家能做的不多 for which mainstream psychiatry may not have much to offer.
还有很多关于LSD的基本问题 没有答案 There are many basic questions about LSD which remain unanswered.
有很多工作要做 There's much work to be done.
未来还有很多重要的研究要做 A good deal of important research lies in the future.
希望有一天我们能找到答案 Hopefully, someday we'll have the answers.
人们总是问… People always ask...
我和我父亲使用迷幻剂时 我最好的经历是什么？ what my best experiences were taking psychedelics with my dad.
我们有一些好的经历 像《感恩的死者》音乐会 I mean, we had some good ones, like Grateful Dead concerts.
当时的视觉效果真是… Yeah, the visuals were really, like...
天呐 我记得 杰瑞·加西亚的脑袋膨胀了十倍 Gosh, I remember Jerry Garcia's head sort of swelling to ten times the size...
不嗑药就去参加《感恩的死者》 音乐会 没有问题 Going to a Grateful Dead show without drugs was okay.
但如果磕了药 音乐会的效果会相当好 But with drugs, it was pretty good.
《感恩的死者》音乐会 Grateful Dead shows.
那是体验迷幻最好的地方 因为那里非常安全 The greatest place to trip, because it was very safe.
那里有设施 There are facilities,
为体验迷幻的人 um... and kind of makeshift areas,
特别临时搭建了一块区域 just for people who are tripping.
我没有太在意当时的音乐 As much as I didn't care for the music,
我也许看到了死者 I've probably seen the Dead...
多达11到12次 I mean, yeah, I gotta say, like 11 or 12 times.
我喜欢杰瑞·加西亚 I liked Jerry Garcia.
我可以公开承认 我不会感到难为情 I can admit that publicly, I'm not ashamed of that.
我很喜欢《感恩的死者》 那时候我上大学 我是个白人 I appreciate the Grateful Dead. I mean, I went to college, I'm white...
在《感恩的死者》 我跑到了舞台上 I went on stage with the Grateful Dead,
在其中一名演讲者的面前睡着了 and fell asleep in front of one of the speakers.
通过这种方式你可以认出在音乐会上 谁有好的迷幻体验 他们这样走路 This is how you spot a guy at a concert having a good trip, this is how they walk,
因为他们脑袋向前倾 仿佛在说 “迎头赶上生活 ” because they're leading with their head, they're like... "Meeting life head on!"
而有坏的迷幻体验的人是这样的 But this is how you spot a guy tripping that's having a bad trip:
他的膝盖向前 He's leading with his knees, he's like...
他的脑袋靠在最后 He wants the knees,
让膝盖或其他部分遇到前面的坏事 he wants everything but the head to meet the bad, bad shit head-on.
有一次 我知道过量了 One time, uh... I had figured the wrong amount,
我服用得太多 我看着米奇 我说 and I had taken so much that I looked over at Mickey and said,
“我无法完成这场演出了 我得回更衣室“ "I can't finish the set, I gotta go to the dressing room."
我的钹正在融化 My cymbals were melting, and...
你可以无限量地服用 这是错的 You know, you can take too much, and that's a mistake.
我回到家 我仍然非常嗨 I came home, and I was still real high.
显然 药劲儿不会马上下来 You don't come down instantly, of course.
我有礼貌地坐在我父母的餐桌边 And I sat down politely at my parents' dining room table,
我妈妈…当时是在吃早饭 太阳刚出来 and Mama's... It was breakfast, sun had just come up,
我妈妈正在提供早餐 and she was serving breakfast, of course,
她给了我一盘子鸡蛋 and served me a plate of eggs that looked like they were doing
那些食物仿佛在舞台上 跳某种新的摩登舞蹈 some kind of new modern dance on the stage,
有一些新的螺旋状的东西在发生… some of this new gyration stuff going on...
所有东西都在移来移去 香肠在跳舞 Everything's moving around, the sausages were dancing,
搭建各种组合 making little buildings and things,
“比利 你的早餐怎么样？” “还好…” "How's breakfast, Billy" "Fine..."
我根本没法吃 I couldn't eat it.
现在 回到坏的迷幻体验 And now, back to Bad Trip.
你希望那些你不喜欢的事情 发生在你身上吗？ Do you like things happening to you that you wouldn't like happening to you
你当然不希望 Of course you don't.
如果你去参加嗑药派对 这种事情就会发生 Well, that's exactly what will happen when you go to a drug party.
因为每个嗑药派对 都会有一个恶作剧的人 Because at every drug party, there is a prankster.
他的任务就是把你搞嗨 无论你想不想 His mission: to get you high, whether you want to be or not.
他的诡计: His scheme:
下药 the dose.
（坏的迷幻体验）
-大家伙儿 -来吧 - Guys. - Come on!
橙汁汽水 Orange soda!
-喝一口 -喝吧 - Take a sip! - Drink it!
-喝吧 -来喝一口 - Drink it. - Take a sip.
如果他们不喝这些新鲜汽水 我会喝 Well, if they're not going to enjoy these fresh sodas, I am.
我也会 Yeah. Me too.
为什么一切看起来像电子彩虹？ Whoa, why is everything like an electric rainbow
哇 我能看到整个宇宙 Yeah! I can see the whole universe.
听起来你们正在体验迷幻 It sounds like you guys are tripping.
没有 我们没有嗑药 No... We didn't take any drugs.
我才不会这么干呢 That's not something I would ever do. Oh!
你有没看到那条龙？ Did you see that dragon
你确定你没有迷幻吗？ Are you sure you're not tripping
我敢肯定他们迷幻了 I'm sure they are tripping...
因为他们被人下了药 because they've been dosed!
我往他们的汽水里加了十片LSD I put ten tabs of LSD in their sodas.
我从来没想要这个 I never wanted this!
我这辈子全毁了 I'll never be the same!
我觉得给人下药是不对的 I feel it's really wrong to dose anybody,
因为他们的心理被你控制了 because you're taking over their psychology.
你要对他们接下来12小时的行为 负责任 You're responsible for how they're going to be for 12 hours,
如果以前他们没有服过迷幻剂 你没有权利这么做 and if they haven't taken acid before, you don't really have a right to do that.
我们服下 臭名昭著的奇迹药LSD的时候 When we took the notorious wonder drug LSD,
我们在和我们的牙医共进晚餐 we were having dinner with our dentist.
他背着我们在我们的咖啡里下了药 And he put it in our coffee, and never told us.
我们从来没有听说过 And we'd never heard of it.
我没听说过 这是件好事儿 I mean, it's a good job we hadn't,
因为围绕着毒品 人们制造了太多的恐惧 because there's been so much paranoia,
现在人们嗑药 uh... created around the drug that people now,
在他们开始之前 他们已经有了一次坏的迷幻体验 if they take it,they're already on a bad trip before they start.
当我知道我误服了迷幻药后… When the realization came that I was on acid...
坏的迷幻体验 就像一个黑色的隧道 我整个人关闭了 bad trip, like a dark tunnel. I just shut down.
（罗西·佩雷斯）
（被人下药）
嗨 我是罗西·佩雷斯 也叫波多黎各图标 你好 Hi, I'm Rosie Perez, AKA Puerto Rican icon. Holla!
那是80年代末期的元旦前夜 It was New Year's Eve in the late '80s.
我和我的一个姐妹去了夜总会 One of my sisters and I,we were going to an after-hours
那是在曼哈顿的字母城 club in Alphabet City.
这家夜总会从来不卖 酒精饮料之类的东西 They never sold alcohol or anything at this club.
当时的状况 It was all like, you know,
“我们很投入音乐和舞蹈 "We're all into the music and dance,
享受着我们的身体和健康之类的” and we're into our bodies, and health, and whatever,"
那里只有潘趣酒或者水果 so they would only have punch there, or fruit.
于是我们去了吧台 看到调酒师 So we get to the bar, we see the bartender,
他跟我们打招呼 and he's like, "Oh, what's up, girls
“你们想喝点什么吗？” “好啊 ” You wanna get hooked up" We're like, "Yeah, sure!"
他说：“是吗？”我们说：“当然” And he goes, "Yeah" I was like, "Yeah, alright."
于是他把果汁递给我们 So, he gives us this punch.
我们把果汁喝下去了 然后开始跳舞 And we drink it down, and we start dancing,
我们流汗 又回去吧台 sweating, go back...
“能再给我们一杯潘趣酒吗？” "Can we have another punch"
他说：“真想要？” He's like, "For real"
我说：“是啊 口味真不错” I was like, "Yeah, it's really good!"
他说：“好吧…” He goes, "Alright..."
我们又喝了一杯 We drink another glass.
突然间 All of a sudden...
整个夜总会开始膨胀 the entire nightclub started to expand.
木地板 The floorboards... The wooden floorboards
像大海里的波浪翻腾起来 were waving as if they were water on the high seas,
我看着它 and I'm looking at it,
我说：“天呐 这太漂亮了” going, "This is beautiful... Oh, my gosh!"
于是我躺下去 So I went on my back,
开始在地板上仰泳 and I started doing the backstroke on the floorboards,
因为它们是波浪 这是理所当然的 because they were waves, of course, right
一切都很漂亮 所有人都在看着我 And everything's just beautiful, and everybody's watching me,
我当时感到很光荣 and I'm just, like, in my glory,
突然间 我的姐妹莎莉跑过来 and then all of a sudden my sister Sally walks over
她说：“你露点了” 我说：“哦…” and goes, "Your tits are out." And I went, "Oh..."
我往自己身上看 然后说：“哦 天呐 And I looked down, and I was like, "Oh, my God!
我的咪咪好漂亮” They look gorgeous!"
它们看起来太迷人了 And they looked beautiful,
它们的美丽和大小令我肃然起敬 and I was in awe of their beauty and their size.
然后我看着周围 But then I started looking around,
我觉得所有人都在看着我 and I thought everybody was looking at me, right
我一下子变得很恐惧 And I got real paranoid.
于是我想把身体遮起来 因为我找不到上衣 So I kept trying to cover them up, because I couldn't find my top,
因为我的上衣在木头水面上漂浮 because my top was floating in the wood water, right
于是我这样遮住我的胸 So I'm covering my breasts like this,
我咪咪上的脂肪 从我的手指缝里向外挤 and my titty fat kept squeezing between my fingers.
看起来像是… Right And so it was just like...
我的姐妹过来了 她大笑 My sister comes over, and she starts cracking up.
她说：“我们得离开这里” She goes, "Come on, we gotta get out of here!"
我们回了屋 到了楼上 We get to the house, get upstairs,
当我躺在床上 我变成了床 and when I laid into the bed, I became the bed.
我的身体就是床 My body was the bed.
我想翻身 And I'm trying to flip myself over,
但我的身体是床垫 like, my body, that's the mattress,
我蹒跚走到楼道 and I'm waddling down the hallway,
我当时仍然不知道我服用了迷幻剂 still didn't occur to me that I was high on acid.
我往下滑 And I slid,
我觉得楼道变成了滑梯 and I'm thinking that the hallway has now become a slide,
我在楼道上滑行 一直滑到下面 and I'm sliding down the hallway, all the way down.
我叫 “我是一张床” I went, "I'm a bed...!"
我在滑行 我… And I slid, and I...
我的脚踝撞在了陶瓷的浴缸上 busted my ankle on the porcelain bathtub.
然后我觉得我的脚变得巨大 Then I thought my foot was this humongous thing,
一直在不断变大 and it just kept growing, and growing, and growing.
我朝上看 我的男朋友 I look up, and my boyfriend,
他对我说：“你吃了迷幻剂 你嗨了 ” he tells me, "You're high on acid."
我的第一反应不是 “哦 天呐我吃了迷幻剂 我嗨了” My first thought wasn't, "Oh, my God, I'm high on acid."
我第一反应是：“哦 我的上帝 My first thought was, "Oh, my God,
我希望上帝不要因为我服用了迷幻剂 而惩罚我” I hope God doesn't punish me because I'm high on acid."
因为我以为我要进地狱了 Because I just thought, you know, "He has... I'm going to hell.
我要直接下地狱 I'm going straight to hell."
在这之前 我酒都不喝 Prior to this, I didn't drink,
我不抽大麻 I didn't smoke weed,
我不抽烟… I didn't smoke cigarettes...
没有任何不良嗜好 唯一让我兴奋的就是跳舞 I did nothing. My high was dancing.
当你去了夜总会 有人给你免费饮料 When you go to a nightclub and someone offers you a free drink,
你最好问问里面有什么 ask what the fuck is in it.
是的 Yeah.
我得到的另一个收获就是 The other part of it that I got from it
我真的需要心理治疗 is that I really, really needed to seek therapy
因为我是在天主教的环境下 成长起来的 in regards to my Catholic upbringing.
老天 我不想承担那么多的负罪感 God forbid, I never want to be burdened with that much guilt
一辈子都不想 ever again in my life.
你知道吗？ So, you know what
迷幻剂的体验也对我有好处 I guess being on acid did kinda do me good.
这种东西对精神的影响有很大差异 The mental effects of this material are tremendously variable.
完全无法预料 They are completely unpredictable.
对一个个体来说 You cannot tell for any given individual
他能得到的迷幻体验的好坏是未知的 if he's going to have a good trip or a bad trip.
我不觉得我们有机会在大脑中找到 I don't think they've been able to identify the foci in the brain
导致坏的迷幻体验的病灶 that might be responsible for a bad trip.
但内部产生的改变就是迷失方向感 But internally what's going on is a sense of disorientation,
迷惑 confusion,
刺激过度 a sense of being overwhelmed by stimuli,
高度焦虑 甚至达到偏执的程度 high levels of anxiety, even bordering or going into paranoia.
我接触过很多迷幻剂 我用过迷幻蘑菇、快速丸 I've done a lot of acid, I've done shrooms, I've done speed...
我不知道这是什么 I don't know what this was...
速度很快… It was very speedy...
-非常快 -是的 - very speedy... - Oh, yeah!
同时你会有幻觉 ...but you also hallucinated.
-它会把你周围的世界… -对 - It turned the world around you... - Yeah.
-…变成一个噩梦的歌剧 -是的 - ...into an opera of your nightmares. - Yeah.
我大脑里的一切都改变了 Everything in my brain just switched,
一切都在快速下滑 and everything went drastically downhill, like...
速度非常快 at an incredible rate.
很多东西会变成玻璃和水晶 然后破碎掉 Things would turn into glass and crystal, and then they would break,
然后在你眼前又会重新聚合 then form back up in front of your eyes,
然后再次破碎 and then break again.
我的双腿变得麻木 My legs started to go numb.
我能感到心脏在我的胸腔里跳得很快 I started to feel my heart beat in my chest, really quickly,
心脏仿佛要从我的胸腔里跳出来 and it felt like it was going to pound through my rib cage.
我不想跟我妻子说什么 I didn't want to say anything to my wife,
因为我不想她知道 这东西的强度有多大 because I didn't want her to affirm how strong this was,
接着 我的恐惧感愈发强烈 and then my paranoia would increase even more,
使这个噩梦变得更加吓人 making the nightmare that much more intense.
我看到暴力 我看到流血 I saw violence, I saw bloodshed,
我看到战争 我看到恐怖事件 I saw warfare, I saw terrorism,
我看到斩首 I saw beheadings,
我看到地狱 I saw hell.
有一次 我记得我看着窗外的车 At one point, I remember looking out the window of the car,
有一个小女孩坐在邻车的后座 and there was a little girl in the backseat of the car next to us,
看着我 紧紧地盯着我 like, looking at me, like, really intensely.
这个小女孩能救我 她能找人来帮我 This little girl can save me. This little girl can get help.
她能把我从这种情形下拯救出去 She can get me out of this situation
她是个小孩 她天真无辜 She was a child. She was innocent.
我记得我试图用目光和她交流 I remember trying to communicate to her with my eyes,
我仿佛是个人质 我说：“快救我出去 ” like I was a hostage, like, "Get me outta here."
我并不想说话 因为我不想朋友听到 然后把我杀了 I didn't want to talk, 'cause I didn't want my friend to hear me and kill me.
我只是这样做… And so I was like...
我能看到隐约有些希望 I can see there's a glimmer of hope.
最后那个小女孩给我竖了中指 Finally, the little girl, like, flips me off,
然后我心想 and then in my head, I'm like,
原来他们是一伙儿的 "I think everybody is in on this.
所有人都想杀了我 Everybody is trying to kill me!"
有些人 Some people...
在这里会达到心理影响的顶点 will reach the peak of these mental effects right here,
他们会停留在那里 and they will stay there.
从这之后 这些人就精神失常 From here on out, these people are insane.
我叫刘易斯·布莱克 Uh... I'm Lewis Black.
我仍然是刘易斯·布莱克 And I'm still Lewis Black.
我只需要说这些 “我叫刘易斯·布莱克” That's all I need to say is "I'm Lewis Black," right
（刘易斯·布莱克）
（我是谁？）
大概20岁的时候 我用过迷幻剂 I did acid when I was about 20.
当时是在马里兰州 凯悦斯维尔的一个公寓 I took it in an apartment, in a place called Hyattsville, Maryland.
当你达到这一点的时候 你完全迷失了 When you reach this point, you're gone,
我到达的程度就是 我记不得我的名字 and the point I got to was that I couldn't remember my name.
我根本没法想起我的名字 And it's... I can't remember my name at all.
你和你周围的人之间的一个关键差别 One of the things that is a linchpin between you and those around you
就是你该死的名字 is your fucking name.
名字某种程度上来说很重要 It's kind of really important.
最简单的办法 The shortest distance between two points
就是问我其中的一个朋友 我叫什么名字 is for me to just turn to one of them and say, "What's my name"
但在迷幻体验的中途 你没法那么做 But you can't, in the middle of an acid trip,
你无法问你的朋友你叫什么 turn to your friends and ask them what your name is.
我也不知道 一起服用迷幻剂的礼节是什么 Now, I don't know what acid etiquette is,
但我觉得那样做不妥 but I just thought, "You don't..."
他们正在玩得开心 我不应该扫了他们的兴 They're having fun. There's no reason that I should destroy their fun.
我也不应该让他们看出来我有麻烦了 Nor should I bring up something that would show as if I'm in trouble,
那样他们会觉得他们得照顾我 so they would feel like they had to take care of me,
这种情况更糟了 which might even be worse.
我手边正好有本字典 So, now I sat with a dictionary,
于是我翻字典 看看能不能给一些我叫什么的提示 looking for hints of what my name might be.
我翻了半个小时 This goes on for half an hour,
在迷幻状态中仿佛过了26年 which, in LSD time, is probably 26 years.
我把手伸进我的口袋 I reached into my pocket,
因为我意识到我有钱包 'cause I realized that I had a wallet,
这样我能找到我的名字 and that I could find my name.
我接下来想到的是 And, truly, my next thought was...
我不敢打开我的钱包 因为我想 I was afraid to open my wallet because I thought,
“如果钱包里除了大富翁游戏卡 其他什么都没有怎么办？” "What if there's nothing in there but Monopoly cards"
不 No!
一开始 这件事让我恐惧 接着我大笑个不停 First it terrified me, and then I couldn't stop laughing,
我又找到了我的名字 and then I found my name again.
然后事情回到了正轨 And then things kind of got back on track.
大家伙儿 Guys!
我的名字叫刘易斯·布莱克 My name is Lewis Black.
我见过有人出问题 I've seen people bug out.
就是因为这个原因 我才不向所有人推荐 So that's the only reason why I don't recommend it for everybody.
如果我说每个人都合适那是在撒谎 不是这样的 I'd be lying if I said it's for everybody, it's not.
给我吧 我已经准备好了 来吧 "Just give it to me, yeah, I'm ready, let's go!"
我根本就没有准备好服用迷幻剂 I was so not ready to take acid.
当时是个巨大的错误 It was a huge mistake.
（本·斯蒂勒）
（吓坏了）
回过头来看 我没有想到 这多大程度上改变了我的人生 In retrospect, I didn't realize how much it was going to change my life.
因为在很长的一段时间里 这确实改变了我的人生 Because it really changed my life for a long time.
我当时想：“行 那我们就试试吧 一定会很不错的” I just thought, "Alright, here we go, this is gonna be great."
我们刚看过《毛发》音乐剧 这对我的影响很大 I think we'd seen Hair recently, which was a big influence.
LSD LSD
我期望得到一些迷幻启示 Well, I was hoping for some sort of psychedelic, uh... revelation,
就像《毛发》音乐剧里一样 uh, kind of Hair-like, you know,
那种令人惊叹的图像 with just amazing sort of imagery,
那种对其他形式的 and just, you know... just sort of some sort of opening
意识的开放 into some sort of other form of consciousness.
事实完全不是那样 And it just... It was not that at all.
我得到的只有恐惧和焦虑 It was, uh, just fear and anxiety...
这些东西被放大了 being... Just being amplified.
谁需要这些呢？ Which is not, you know, I... like, who needs that
谁需要嗑药后这种事情会发生？ Who needs to take a drug to have that happen
于是我吃了一粒 So I took one,
半个小时过去了 45分钟过去了 half an hour goes by, 45 minutes go by,
一个小时过去了 an hour goes by...
我们等待效果 却什么都没发生 We're hanging out, and, of course, nothing's happening.
又有半个小时过去了 Another half-hour goes by.
现在已经过了一个半小时 什么都没发生 很自然的… Now it's an hour and a half, and nothing's happening, so, of course...
我跟他说 我们再吃一粒吧 I say to him, "We gotta take another."
于是我们又吃了一粒 So we took another,
接下来有事情发生了 and then something happened.Immediately,
我一下子就恐慌起来 我怕极了 I started to freak out and get really scared.
我看着我的手 I started looking at my hand,
毫无创意地试图知道我的手是什么 doing the cliche thing of, like, pondering what my hand was.
是不是通常大家都会盯着自己的手？ Isn't there always that thing of just, like, staring at your hand
看着你的拇指 仿佛从你的拇指中看到了整个宇宙 Or, like, your thumb, and, like, seeing the whole universe in your thumb,
这类的事情？ that kind of thing...
当你体验迷幻的时候 你的脑袋里在发生什么？ What is going on in your brain when you are tripping
大概你大脑的10% 被声音和颜色占据着 Well, roughly 10% of your brain is consumed by sound and color,
另外10%被时间的观念占据着 another 10% by the concept of time,
时间会加速或者减慢 which has been known to speed up and/or slow down.
剩下的80%呢？ And the other 80%
盯着你的手看 Staring at your hand.
哇 好酷啊 Whoa, that's cool...
我害怕极了 我说 “我们回我家去吧” I'm freaking out. I said, "Let's just go to my house."
我们在大街上走 沿途看到有人在吹气球 And we were walking towards where they blow up the balloon animals
感恩节游行上使用的动物气球 for the Thanksgiving Day Parade,
就这些观念 我开始了我的迷幻旅程 and I started to trip out on that idea.
邪恶的充气角色在翻转 Evil... giant... inflated characters
从77号街出来 were flipping up and coming out of 77th Street.
我是《捉鬼敢死队》的超级影迷 I was a big Ghostbusters fan,
于是我的脑袋里产生了 棉花糖男人的形象 and so the Stay Puft Marshmallow Man image
来到了中央公园西侧 of him coming down Central Park West was sort of in my mind...
然后我很快意识到 我不知道自己身在何处 and then very quickly realizing that I had no idea where I was,
我不知道我是谁 who I was,
我不知道我的整个生活是什么样子的 or what this whole... the whole context of life was.
于是我想到我得跟我父母谈谈 I decided that I needed to talk to my parents
告诉他们我身上发生了什么 to tell them what was happening to me.
我父母外出拍摄《爱之船》了 And my parents were out of town, filming a Love Boat episode.
（《爱之船》）
（友情演出）
（安娜·梅拉）
（杰瑞·斯蒂勒）
我打电话给 杰瑞·斯蒂勒和安娜·梅拉 I called Jerry Stiller and Anne Meara on the phone...
我说：“爸爸 我服用了一些酸” ...and I said, "Dad, I took some acid."
我爸爸说：“什么？什么酸？” And he said, "What What is acid"
他还以为我喝了电池里的什么酸 I think he might have thought I drank some battery acid or something.
我爸爸可不是杰瑞·加西亚 It wasn't like my dad was Jerry Garcia.
他是杰瑞·斯蒂勒 He's Jerry Stiller.
我告诉他 “麦角酸二乙酰胺” And I said, "LSD."
他说：“哦 是LSD” And he's like, "Oh, LSD."
我能听出来 他在考虑如何反应 And I could hear him processing it.
我的第一感觉就是 I think the immediate thought was
他一定觉得自己做父母很失败 I think he was thinking he'd failed as a parent.
我觉得他当时可能是这么想的 I think that was what was probably going through his mind.
然后我爸爸说 And then my dad said,
“我理解你经历了什么 "I understand what you're going through.
我十岁的时候 我抽了一根烟 When I was ten years old, I smoked a Pall Mall cigarette,
接下来的两天我都不舒服” and I was sick for two days."
我说：“不 爸爸 我正在经历的不是这种事 And I said, "No, Dad, that's not what I'm going through.
这种体验完全不同” This is a whole different experience."
我想跟他解释我的经历 他说 I tried to explain to him what it was, and he basically said...
一切会没事的 我觉得他这么说很体贴 He just said it's going to be okay, which actually was really... sweet.
有些人嗑药的时候会觉得自己要疯了 When someone consumes a drug, and they feel they're going crazy,
最大的恐惧就是：“哦 天呐 the biggest fear is, "Oh, my God,
我再也无法回到原来的自己了 I'm never going to return to being myself again.
我会一直发疯的” I'm always going to be crazy."
我的大脑坏掉了 我永远回不去了 "My brain is broken, and I'm never, ever coming back."
也许现在是我的大脑出了问题 "Maybe this is just my brain now.
真实的世界现在就是这样子的 And this is now how the world actually is."
这会很可怕 And that's... That can be scary.
这种状态可不太好 You know, "This isn't going well.
我想这些马上结束 我们怎么才能让这一切结束？ I want this to end. How do we make this end"
哦 天呐 "Oh, my God.
这一切永远不会结束 This is never going to end.
我要进精神病院了 I'm going to go into a mental institution,"
然后我会从软垫病房的窗户 看到我妈妈的脸 and then I would see my mother's face in the window of the padded cell,
她痛哭流涕 bawling her eyes out.
你无法哄好 一个有着坏的迷幻体验的人 You cannot coax a person out of their bad trip.
药物渗透在他的身体里 这需要一个过程 And once it's in their system, it takes its own time.
你能做出最重要的介入就是 The most important intervention you can make
向他们保证 他们现在所经历的改变了的状态 is just to reassure them that they're experiencing this altered state,
尽管很吓人 as frightening as it is,
但这只是服用了某种化合物的结果 but they're experiencing it because they ingested a compound.
坏消息是 他们会在一个吓人的处境 The bad news is they're in a scary place,
但好消息是 这种经历是有时间限制的 but the good news is it's going to be time-limited.
我记得我第一次有这种经历的时候 I think the first time I had such an experience,
我有那种幼稚的感觉 I had those kind of naive... feelings. You know,
“也许我再也不能回到正常了” "Maybe I won't be normal again."
但我经历了足够多 我知道这不是真实的 But I've had enough experiences to realize that that's not true.
当你产生怀疑的时候 你要看开点 When in doubt, zoom out.
如果你害怕什么东西 你的注意力要离开它 Um... If you're fearful of something, you just need to zoom away from it,
于是你有更开阔的视野 说： “好吧 这不是什么大问题” so you can see the larger context, and go, "Okay, that's not a big deal."
事情会变得吓人 Things get scary.
这就是为什么 记住你处在嗨的状态很重要 But that's why it's important to remember you're high.
这不是真实的 It's not reality.
在我的头脑中 我在下落 I'm literally just falling in my mind,
我说：“我得去急诊室 and I'm like, "I gotta go to the emergency room.
我受不了了” I can't handle this anymore."
我面前坐着一个人 There's one of those dudes sitting in front of me,
在《死者》的演出中 你通常会看到这种人 who's, like, you used to see them at Dead shows,
他们对迷幻经历很有经验 they've clearly been on too many trips.
他们移动的频率和其他人不一样 They sort of move at a different frequency than other people.
他们会说：“嘿 哥们儿” 他们会有这种奇怪的… They're like, "Hey, man." They've got this weird... you know.
于是我拍拍他的肩膀 我看着他 我说 So I just tap him on the shoulder, and I look at him, and go,
“很快 杰瑞会出场 "Pretty soon, Jerry's gonna come out,
他和他的吉他会融为一体” and him and his guitar are gonna be, like, one thing."
那个家伙看着我说 And this guy just looks at me and he goes...
再坚持一下 伙计 "Just hang on, man."
他转回身去 我心想：“好吧 ” And he turns back around, and I was like, "Okay."
那也许是我得到的最好的忠告 And that was, like, the best advice I ever got.
直到今天我还用它 And I use it to this day.
（越多迷幻旅程）
再坚持一下 伙计 Just hang on, man.
谢谢 弗雷德 Thanks, Fred.
现在是坏的迷幻体验的可怕总结 And now for the horrifying conclusion of Bad Trip.
敲敲门 Knock, knock, knock.
是谁呀？ "Who is it"
是疯狂的流浪者 "It's a deranged drifter
在接下来的12个小时里会折磨你 who wants to torture you for the next 12 hours,
我会慢慢地把你的皮剥下来 by slowly peeling your skin off your body,
然后把你充满恐惧的眼球抠出来 then plucking out your horror-filled eyeballs
然后把你的眼球放在 用你的表皮做成的椒盐卷饼上 and feeding them to you on a soft pretzel roll
喂给你吃 made of your own epidermis."
行啊 太好了 "Oh, sure, great!
来吧 Come on in!"
听起来很疯狂 是吧？ Sounds crazy, right
这正是你在做的事情 Well, that's exactly what you're doing
打开你大脑的大门 when you open your brain, the door,
让致幻剂这个疯狂的流浪汉进来 to hallucinogenics, the deranged drifter.
让我们看看艾米莉和她的朋友 Let's check in with Emily and her friends
现在他们心甘情愿地同意她们的大脑 now that they have willingly agreed to have their brains dissected,
被迷幻剂 metaphorically,
这一疯狂的疯子作隐喻性的解剖 by the deranged psycho of psychedelics.
（坏的迷幻体验）
我们从派对出来绝对是个正确选择 We definitely made the right choice getting out of that party.
我们打破了那些窗户 他们不会让我们再回去了 They wouldn't let us back in after we broke all those windows.
哦 天呐我们要死了 Oh, no!Look out!
不 不要窗户 No window
（坏的迷幻体验）
你也已经看到 LSD带来的迷幻问题的两面 Well, you've seen two sides of the LSD psychedelic question.
但你再细想一下 But if you really think of it,
这个问题大概有20个方面 there's been about 20 sides to the question.
尽管有些方面我们没有提到 While it's possible that some things were left out,
但我们听到了关于LSD 最重要和最强有力的观点 we did hear from the most important and most strongly felt opinions about LSD.
现在轮到你了 Now it's your turn.
你来决定 You decide.
我们所谓的日常真相 You know, what we call everyday reality,
是意识的反应 is a projection of consciousness.
在现实中 颜色或者声音是不存在的 In reality, there's no such thing as colors or sounds,
在所谓的现实世界 纹理、味道、气味也不存在 or textures, or tastes, or smells,in the so-called real world.
现实世界完全是模棱两可的 不断流动的量子汤 The real world is a radically ambiguous and ceaselessly flowing quantum soup.
这是在无限的空隙中 能量和信息的波动 It's a fluctuation of energy and information in an infinite void.
昆虫看到的天空 和你我看到的天空不一样 The sky that an insect sees is not the sky you and I see.
蜜蜂能探测到 A honey bee experiences, um,
紫外线辐射 ultraviolet radiation
而我却不知道那看起来是什么样子 I have no idea what that looks like, you know
所以当蜜蜂看着一朵花 So when a honey bee looks at a flower,
它看到的花和我们看到的是不一样的 it doesn't see a flower the way you and I see,
尽管它能从很远的距离就察觉到蜂蜜 although it can sense honey from a distance.
蛇能看到红外线 A snake experiences infrared radiation.
蝙蝠能侦测到超音波回声 A bat experiences the echo of ultrasound.
变色龙的眼睛 能沿着两个不同的轴旋转 A chameleon's eyeballs swivel on two different axes.
你根本无法想象 在变色龙的眼中这看起来是什么样 You can't even remotely imagine what this would look like to a chameleon.
所以 什么叫真实？ So, what's reality
答案就是 真实根本不存在 And the answer is there's no such thing.
这些化合物 在最佳条件下使用时 These compounds, when utilized under optimal conditions,
似乎有一个相当卓越的功效 seem to have a rather remarkable facility
用于催化精神层面的经验 for catalyzing spiritual-level experiences,
由于其特性 which by their very nature
这种经验有机会可以得到转化 may be... may have the potential to be transformative.
它们增强了我畅游世界的能力 It enhanced my ability to navigate the world,
增强了我在家庭 to be in a family,
和我的孩子们相处 to relate to my children,
和我的妻子、同事相处的能力 to relate to my wife, to my colleagues.
它教会了我关于社区的概念 Um... It teaches me about community,
它教会我所有宗教的核心都应该是 and it teaches me that the core of all religious thought ought to be...
待人如己 "Let me treat others the way I want to be treated myself."
每次有好的迷幻经历 Whenever it was a good trip,
我会想：“哦 天呐 我们是一体 I would think, "Oh, my God, we're all one.
（布雷特·盖尔曼）
死亡没什么可怕的 Uh... Death is not something to fear.
生存和死亡携手同行 Life and death are really walking hand-in-hand with each other,
这很酷” and it's cool."
我最初的几次迷幻经历 The first time, or the first couple times I tripped,
我确实相信了 如果每一个人都服用迷幻剂一次 I... I really did believe every single person,
这个世界将变得更美好 the planet would be a better planet if everybody took acid once.
它有把我变得更聪明吗？ Did it make me smarter
我有没有开悟？ Did I become enlightened
我不知道 但我觉得 I don't know. But I think it...
（安东尼·布尔丹）
起初它让我可以去想象另外的观点 It enabled me, early on, to imagine another point of view.
另外的角度 Another perspective.
我觉得它让我成为一个更好的人 I think it made me a better person,
不仅是在创造性方面 也是在其他方面 both creatively, and in every other way.
我宁可是一个有过这样体验的人 I'd rather be a person who's had that in his past
而不是一个在这方面有缺失的人 than somebody who missed it.
尽管我现在是成人了 我会继续体验迷幻剂 Even now, in my adult life,I continue to experience
把它作为一个迷幻的冒险 it as a very psychedelic adventure,
这就像是一个莫名其妙荒谬的谜语 that is, like, a, you know, a baffling nonsensical riddle.
面对现实 人难免一死 所以… Let's face it, we're all gonna die, so, you know...
感觉这就像是从飞机上跳下来 It was kind of like jumping out of an airplane.
一秒半钟之后 我意识到 About a second-and-a-half into it, I realize,
“哦 我以后再也不要这么做了 "Oh, I never need to do this again, ever, in my life.
我以后再也不想这么做了” I don't ever want to do this."
这是我初次体验迷幻剂 数分钟之后的感觉 That was sort of my experience with acid a few minutes into it,
只是这种感觉延续了六个小时 only it lasted for another six hours.
这是个问题 That was the problem.
我觉得我能给 首次尝试迷幻剂的人的忠告就是 I think what I'd say to anyone tripping for the first time
悠着点 is be moderate.
这和理发理论一样 你总是可以剪得更短 It's the haircut theory: you can always cut more off.
但你一旦剪得太短了 But once you cut too much, once you've taken too much,
你的头发就回不来了 there's no turning back.
我以为我再也不会那么做 I thought I'll never do that again,
但我还是做了 又多做了几次 but I did, a few more times.
你不应该为了逞英雄而嗑药 你该不该嗑药？我说不好 You should not take it cavalierly. I don't know if you should take it.
在天空中我看到一个巨大的拉链 In the sky, I see a giant zipper.
（刘易斯·布莱克）
拉链开始拉开 And the zipper starts to open.
如果你顺其自然 Now, if you go with the flow,
你让拉链拉开 you let the zipper open.
你来者不拒 And you just fucking deal.
所以如果他们是蝙蝠 如果是上帝的阴茎 随便了 If they're bats, if it's God's penis, whatever.
你做就好了 You just do it.
谈到嗑药 如果你还拎得清 Okay, if you have any fucking sense when it comes to drugs,
不要止住拉链 you don't stop the zipper.
作为人类的一员 我一直寻求演变 I'm always looking to evolve as a human being.
我觉得要做到这一点 就不能局限自己的思维 I think we do that by thinking out of the box, you know.
你得接受 限制你思维的盒子只是一个结构 We have to accept that the box is just a construct.
这是一个我们被要求接受 It's something that we've been conditioned to accept,
但无用的东西 but it's not particularly useful.
一切都处于危机之中 Everything is in crisis.
我们如何在危机中幸存 How are we gonna survive the crisis
我们如何能到达围墙的另一侧？ How do we get over the other side of the wall
所以我们得使用 所有我们能得到的工具 And so we need to use whatever tools it takes
以图能到达另一侧 to get over the other side.
这就像是一张梯子 能帮助我们看到墙的另一侧 It's like a step ladder to look over a brick wall
这堵墙本来对你来说太高了 that's a little bit too tall for you.
踩在梯子上 你能看到美妙的风景 You use a stepladder, you get to see this crazy landscape
每次你走在墙边 你对墙外有什么似乎有些感觉 that you kind of had an inkling about every time you walked by this wall,
有一些人能坐在墙的对面冥想 and then some people, you know, can sit in front of the wall,
然后墙就变成了透明的 and, like, meditate, and then the wall becomes transparent,
他们能看穿墙 and they see beyond it, you know
但还有其他很多方式 可以达到同样的启示 So, there are many pathways to arrive at the same realization.
这是一笔巨大的财富 It's a tremendous asset,
我们有研习它的自由 freedom to learn about it,
我们的政府没有阻止我们 从这些事情上学到东西 and not have our government stop us from learning things
大麻也是一样的 that could really be... Same with marijuana.
否则他们有可能阻止了 I mean, they take away all the possible discovery
发现各种药物的可能性 of all the medicine it could be.
我能预见的就是 What I would envision
一个经过认证的隐修中心 really would be a certified retreat center,
最好贴近大自然 you know, preferably close to nature,
人们可以去那里进行治疗 where individuals can go and have a treatment,
有专家指引他们渡过那种体验 and have expert facilitators help guide them through the experience,
事后帮助他们 把体验整合到他们的生活中去 and afterwards help them integrate that experience into their lives.
我敢说 整个意识革命 If I may say so, the whole consciousness revolution
是从1960年代开始的 that started in the '60s,
它引导了其他运动 which led to other movements,
包括女权运动 the feminist movement,
生态运动 the ecology movement,
和平运动 the peace movement,
绿色和平 所有的一切 uh, Greenpeace, all of that,
都是开始于 began, um...
对致幻药的使用 with the use of hallucinogenic drugs.
很多人认为它达到了顶端 然后就退潮了 Many people think that it peaked and it went away.
但我很遗憾的告诉你 这种唤醒仍然在继续 Uh... I'm sorry to inform you, the awakening is still going on.
我们一直在途中 We're on a trip all the time.
现在我们就在途中 不是吗？ 生活就是一场迷幻体验 Right now we're on a trip, right Life is a trip.
（旅途愉快 ）
（在美国 致幻剂被非法化的50年后）
（美国食物药品管理局最近批准了 对它们的研究 以探索它们在治疗）
（忧郁症、创伤后应激障碍、上瘾 以及其他疾病的正面功效）
（冒险才刚开始）
很多人在上班前喝咖啡 Lots of people drink coffee before they go to work.
另外一些人服用致幻剂 信不信由你 Others, believe it or not, drop acid.
现在为什么有些精神病专家以及学者 Now, why some psychiatrists and researchers
重新审视迷幻类药物 are giving psychedelic drugs a second look
将其作为治疗忧郁和其他精神疾病 可能的途径 as a possible way of treating depression and some mental illnesses.
它们被用来治疗抑郁、焦虑和上瘾 They're being used to treat depression, anxiety, and addiction.
先期结果非常不错 The early results are impressive.
它们相对无毒 毒性没有酒精饮料大 They're relatively non-toxic, less toxic than alcohol.
它们不成瘾 They're non-addictive.
美国缉毒局说他们给50名研究员 颁发了许可 The DEA says it's granted permission to more than 50 researchers
让他们研究LSD的治疗效果 to study the therapeutic effects of LSD.
丹佛市成为了 对使用迷幻蘑菇除罪化的 Denver has become the first city in America
美国的首个城市 to decriminalize psychedelic mushrooms.
奥克兰市现在成为了美国第二个 The city of Oakland is now the second city in the US
将成人使用和拥有 迷幻蘑菇除罪化的城市 to decriminalize the adult use and possession of magic mushrooms.
圣克鲁斯市议会一致通过决议 The Santa Cruz City Council unanimously approved the resolution.
将使用、拥有和种植精神活性植物 合法化 This decriminalizes the use, possession and cultivation of psychoactive plants.
如果你能使用毒品让人戒烟戒酒 If you could use a drug, and this has been done now,
这事儿已经在发生了 that could stop you smoking cigarettes or being an alcoholic,
至少是在最初 也许80%的情况下是有效的 you know, working maybe 80% of the time, at least initially...
是的 Yeah.
我们得要探索一下 这怎么可能的 We gotta explore how that's possible.
那我和你来点迷幻蘑菇吧 Let's you and I do some mushrooms.
-行 -我们就这么干 - Alright. - Let's do it.
祝你好运 Good luck!
晚安 Good night.
（未完待续）